U.S Lover (Caspar Lee)

Chapter Nine

A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Nine. Picture of Joe ^^^^^

--- Hannah's P.O.V ---

So, it's a few of days after Caspar posted that video about the hate I was getting. He hasn't been on YouTube since; the only thing he has done is post Tweets. He refuses to go on Instagram or Snapchat, he hasn't been vlogging and despite all of his viewers trying to apologise he doesn't want to hear it. I feel kind of bad because I feel like I caused all of this, if it wasn't for me doing what I did then Caspar would still be on YouTube. I haven't said any of this to him though because I know he's just trying to protect me and that makes me love him even more but at the same time he isn't doing what he loves because of me.

Off that subject though. Joe, Beth, Oli, Jack and Finn have flown out early for VidCon; they arrived yesterday and are staying with us until we actually need to go to the hotel for VidCon. I'm kind of unsure about going to VidCon because of Caspar's situation with YouTube at the moment; I don't want to do anything that could jeopardise his channel and him doing what he loves. I have no idea about what we should do, I want to be there for him but at the same time I don't want to hold him back.

Being out here for a while has made me remember just how much I love Los Angeles, I grew up here and everything is nostalgic. I don't think that I would ever move back out here though, I love England too much even though my parents did make me leave when I was young. I still don't have an explanation from them about why they did it; if they ever give me a valid reason as to why they did that then I think I might be able to understand.

I feel someone shaking me, then a kiss on my cheek, then one on my nose and then one on my lips. I open my eyes to see my gorgeous boyfriend smiling down at me "Good morning my love" he says and I blush "How did you sleep?" he asks intertwining our fingers as he lies on his back "It was okay. How did you sleep?" I ask snuggling into his side and he puts his free arm under my head "You were in my arms so I slept amazingly" he says and I giggle "Such a cheese ball" I say and he chuckles before pressing a light kiss to my forehead "Can I ask you something?" I ask and Caspar rubs my thumb with his "You can ask me anything love" he says; his voice no more than a whisper "Are you sure about YouTube? It's your career Casp. You know I love you more than anything in this world but you can't give it up for me. I know it's only a break but still" I say burying my head in his side.

Caspar gently takes his arm out from under my head and he lifts my chin so that I look up at him "Hannah. I would give everything I own up if it meant that you weren't in pain. That hate was disgraceful and my viewers needed to know that. Yes, I am taking a break from YouTube but in turn it is doing me good" he says and I tilt my head in confusion "I love YouTube. I really do, I have amazing viewers out there; then there are the ones that say they will support me in anything but they can slag off my girlfriend. I love you, you are my whole world and if you hurt then I hurt" he says and when he finishes he presses a passionate kiss to my lips, one of the ones that makes my head spin.

All of a sudden our bedroom door is thrown open and we both jump. Caspar sits up and leans against the head board, I move around and sit in-between his legs "What?" Caspar asks locking his fingers together and resting them on my stomach "Have you seen Joe's new video? He posted it last night" Beth says leaning against the doorframe "No. What's it about?" I ask grabbing Caspar's laptop and putting it on my lap "It's about you and Caspar. He decided to say something to show support" she says and we both smile at her "Thanks. We will watch it now" Caspar says as I load the video up. It's entitled 'Support for Caspar'.

(A/N - Next paragraph is Joe's video)

"Hi guys" Joe says waving at the camera "I am not at home right now. I am in L.A. A few of us flew out early ready for VidCon" he says smiling slightly "But as most of you know Caspar has taken a break from YouTube as of a couple of days ago" he says sighing "I saw the hate that you were sending Hannah and I honestly thought it was too much. If you saw how much love and adoration Caspar has in his eyes when he looks at Hannah you wouldn't say those things" he says running a hand through his hair "Caspar has every right to take a break. You guys need to realise that for Caspar at the moment the most important thing to him is making sure that Hannah is okay and happy" he says looking down for a moment "When I first started dating my girlfriend she got hate but not as much as Hannah was getting. My girlfriend got through it but I just don't understand what Hannah ever did to you guys" he says sighing once again "Hannah makes Caspar happy. If you truly support him then that is what you would want for him. Correct me if I'm wrong but if your idol was with someone, even if you don't approve of the person or not like them you should still support them through everything" he says looking straight into the camera "That's all I wanted to say guys. Bye" he says and the video ends.

I put the laptop on the bed next to us and Caspar turns me around so that I am sitting in his lap and facing him "See, people support us" he says and I nod "They do" I say and he places his forehead against mine "I love you. I would do anything for you" he whispers and I smile "I love you too. You're too good for me" I whisper in reply and Caspar kisses me gently. Reassuring me that everything will be okay.

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That was Chapter Nine, hope you liked it.

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Till the next chapter........