talk me down → bounprem | 🔞

chapter seven

『gray』

  ❀

"rem... prem... prem! hey are you okay?" the owner of the name shook his head from the thoughts of his past from when he first met the blond male well seeing the latter now the name 'blond' doesn't seem to fit the older now. gone with the that hair the prem used to love and tug softly from before, now he was sporting a new look with his gray hair and damn did he look even hotter.

he was laughing with sammy and pinear though his eyes always seemed to linger on the boy at the center. like a fish out of water prem's lips agape in shock as their eyes collide the familliar feelings came tingling back in soft sensation in prem's body. those eyes, god, he remembered staring at those damn eyes filled with nothing but lust and dominating prem's very being. those veiny hands that holds a glass of red wine, he slowly swirls it around as he gave soft humms as reply to his friends but his focus was soley on prem.

but prem's mind kept betraying him and playing sinful memories he shared with that man. he could feel his own body heating up, craving to be touched once again, be held in the arms so warm he'll feel like it was summer every single day.

prem licked his drying lips and boun watched with eyes like a hawk. the air in the ravenette's lungs got stuck in his throat, hands formed a fist he could feel his nails forming cresent shapes on his palm.

their eyes never breaking, though there was silent please hidden beneath the depts of their own pair of eyes. desires crawling under their skins, suddenly it felt like they were the only two in the room. just them and their heated stare and their hands interlaced and lips—

fuck, prem needed to stop thinking that before things got out of hand. he looked away with cheeks aflame and eyes trembling with just little amount of unshed tears. heart aching at the memories and just by looking at that man... he thought he was fine, he thought he mended all the pain he felt and built walls to protect him yet just one look and it all came crushing down, falling, like the day they first met on cold rainy night.

he sighed and walked away, the sound of people chattering and glass clinking, music blaring in the speakers was just too much. he walked silently back to his room, shoulders slumped and lips pouting he feels himself slowly going somewhere he knew he'd be safe and just let things be. going back here and seeing his face again brought fourth memories he tried to forget, he clutched his chest as if to hold his own aching heart. softly caressing it as if to calm its fast beating.

once he was inside he flopped on his bed and hugged the nearest pillow he could find for dear life. closed his eyes and there he was gone and came the little one that just begged to be let out and let him rest. once he opened his eyes, a childish smile formed on his face and his eyes a cresent moon shape with his cheeks a glow of pink.

the little one does not like pants and so he tossed it somewhere in his room hoping he would never find it again leaving him with only his panties and his uncomfy sweaty shirt. he tossed it away too and skipped his way to his bag and throwing his clothes out of it to find his three sizes too big mint green sweater and his white knee socks.

once he was done he put it all on his bed and went to his bathroom. a bath always helps him calm down but also saddens him because he felt lonely having no one to help him there and he can't always have his brother or flule help him. but by now he should be used to it since he took care of himself when he was away.

while the little one was washing himself and playing with cherry scented bubbles, the gray haired male stood ouside his room with nervous eyes and tense shoulders.
he knocked.

—

author's note |

hi?

so i'm sorry for the late u.d was busy with school shit, anyway what do ya'll think about this one? hah! i'll be jumping from present to past so u guys get a glimpse of what really happened and still know what they do now. fear not for i will make sure nothing will get confusing :).

[unedited]