Scarlet Widow • Secret Love

Chapter 11

Bruce POV:

I knew that Natasha was hiding something but I couldn't push her to tell me.

Natasha waited for me in front of the jet.

„You're Slow" she laughed and opened the door.

„Sorry, Nat. You trained more..." I tried to explain myself and smiled.

„Hm sure. Let's go to the compound!" She said exited and entered the jet.

I just sat down and tried to sleep. I didn't like flights so I always try to sleep the time I fly.

„Bruce, we're here" Natasha woke me up and I stood up.

„Oh Yeah... Im just gonna get my stuff" I said nervously.

„I'll do that too" She laughed and followed me. I just nodded and smiled.

After we got our luggage, we walked over into the compound.

„Carol" Natasha shouted.

„Nat? Oh You're back" Carol ran over to her and kissed her passionately, but Natasha pushed her away and shook her head.

„I think we have to talk later, Carol" She said quietly.

„Uh, Yeah... Of course" Carol answered slowly and took a step back.

„Bruce, welcome again" She smiled and hugged me too.

„Hi" I replied. „Could I see my room?"

„Yes, surely, uh, just follow me" Carol walked away and I followed her.

„I'll just go back to my „old" room" Natasha shouted and followed us too.

„So, you have this room. You can put your stuff in here and then we should meet in the main office. We have some things to explain" Carol said and left the room to give me some time for me.

Natasha POV:

I just entered my room and put my dirty clothes in the laundry, when Carol walked into my room.

„Natasha, what happened with us?" Carol asked and closed the door.

„Nothing" I said slowly and looked at my fingers.

„You didn't even kissed me" she sighed and walked over to me.

„I- I'm sorry"

„It's okay... I just wanna know what happened" Carol said and pulled my head to her chest.

„I don't know. I felt a lot of new feelings or feelings that I just pushed in the background. I love Wanda you know..." I spoke very quietly.

„Oh okay that's a reason. Im sorry that I made you cheat, Nat"

„It's not your fault. I mean, you have a girlfriend too. They both disappeared and we needed someone we can trust and hold on to... I just realized that I constantly break Wanda's heart. I had sex with Steve and got pregnant... I used my body to kill people, who worked with the red room. And now- now I'm in a relationship with you. That just feels wrong. Wanda has so many problems and is insecure because she thinks that she's not good enough for me. And what do I? I fuck others and give her the feeling that she's not good enough for me, but I just want her. I love her and she is enough for me. I want to spend my life with her and I want to see her happy."