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35: Dairy

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So here is the next part

"Dairy writing " will be in this font

Karan's thought " will be in this font

And my naration in usual

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Karan sit on the bed and open the first page it has nothing just her Name

Karan's pov :

Tejasswi Singhaniya

I m lil nervous i m going to dive in her past a chapter of her life without her knowing a chapter of her life which not much people know okay no problem i will pretend i never read it untill she opens up on her own

He move to next page

So i m not at all a writing person i don't want anyone to know my thoughts but my therapist suggest me to write it as i m not able to confine in people much so it will help me

Therapist? She was in depression seeing the first page only he knew its gonna be hare to pretend he didn't read her dairy

He move to next page

I Don't know what to write but i m trying its been three months since that incident i can't sleep as the darkness haunt me i m in udaipur bhai bhabhi everyone is helping but its feel like life has stopped my all will to live has ended i m just breathing

Karan was in deep shock he can't stand her words were telling how clueless she is and which incident? He wanna know

He move to next page

Finally today i ride on my baby after some five months nani is helping me his main motive was to destroy my life and make me live according to the way he wanted but i m gonna let it happen i will stand again and i will live my life the way i want to i had wasted 4 months of my final year not anymore i m going back to mumbai to prove him wrong

Yess my laddoo you are strong i m proud of you

He look beside himseld to see her sleeping peacefully

He crease her face

As i continue reading she don't write on every base there are very few regular ones she wrote about her first day in college again how aloof she felt how she was not feeling good sitting other boys

One incident caught me and after reading it i was in shock

Today is a party in college i m attending it as its compulsory a guy come to me to ask for dance he was a cute guy and i know its okay to dance with him
So i said okayy we move to dance floor and we start dancing
As he put his hand on my waist it made me disgust and i tried to control but i push him and run out

Godd all these month i was carefull but as soon as he touch me it feels like all those disgusting touches has come back on my body

I stand in shower for an hour rubbing my self

My eyes went to the burn mark on my waist a lil below my breast i scratch it he had did it as a punishment

I cried whole night and i don't know when i fell  asleep

After reading it
That man who ever he is has touch her without her will my blood was boiling god why the fuck she has to bear it all
I look beside me her laddoo like face
I just crease it for a while letting the feel in that she is fine its her past

After final year i start my bussiness it was a hectic thing but it give me time to concentrate on something else other then my misery

As i continue reading it she mentions mostly bad incident of her life
Like when a bussiness man wants to do a project and in return he wants to spend a night with her and how she slept him and from there her image of being arrogant has started
I m proud of her the way she has went through every hardship in her life

Reading her dairy made me realise her hate for men
All her life she had been ill treated by them how can she even tried to understand that men can be good too

I open up the next page and after a long time i was reading it with a smile instead of just cursing the people who had did bad to her

Hey
Long time
Today nothing bad happened but i m confused
By the way today was my engagement and the man i m getting married to is different
I say it bcoz his touch didn't reminded of all those bad touches but it made a shiver it send sensations in my body which i never felt before
So atleast i can say he is different and i don't had to go through those bad moments again and again

I move to next page

Why these kinda things are happening
I m feeling safe in his embrace
His touch is making me blush
His words are not leaving my mind
Even when he is not there he is in my mind
He is hijacking my life
I don't like it

Karan chuckle and move to next page which was last
Which she had written tonight

After talking to bhai that day i had decided that i will not stop myself from feeling anything for him and i deserved his love
His confession in drunken state has made all this happened

(karan eyes widen he confessed and he didn't knew and she never mentioned and he realise after bachelor party she was behaving a lil more open so his confession has helped only okay then its okayy) 

he had changed me my life and my way of living as well now i know not all mens are bad he gived me family his opps our parents are sweet and finally i m getting my due happiness

What he did today he remembered my dream a dream whose fulfillment hope had left my mind long back he is my knight in shining armour

I was small my mumma told me that one guy i will met a guy who will change me from whom i will do things i will do everything to make him happy his main periority will be to make me happy my dreams will be so important to him and karan do all this
He is that Prince Charming my mom had made me know will come in my life

He said i m taking his heart he is falling in love with me

But i wanna know what love is like how will i know i m in love with him

I was just in this feeling when i realised my laddoo the love of my life thinks so highly but what made me happiest is she is falling in love with me
After reading her dairy she can do anything for her close ones and i m one of them I m so thankfull of god for making her my life partner

He make me happy
His touch send shiver's to my spine
I can look in his eyes for hour's
I will do anything to protect his charming smile
I will hunt down anyone who even try to hurt him

If these feelings are love

So yaa i m in love  with my karan my husband

If you wanna live heavan on earth just read this i m over the moon today

I promise to never let anyone harm her i will always protect her

Pov end

He put the dairy on the table beside her and laid down looking at her beautifull face

He close his eyes and slept

That's for today

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