𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 J5era imagines

𝐈 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮

A/N - ik this song is way much further into the 80s but I just felt the song for this. K enjoy :)

1974

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I was just thinking about the 'secret relationship' I had with my ex named Michael Jackson last year. I really don't know why I miss him but my brain can't seem to throw him away into it's trashbin for a reason that I don't know. I can remember the things he said when he dumped me like the back of my hand. It was at the park where he wanted me to talk about something.

"I just don't have the time for you anymore okay!" He shouted making me furrow my eyebrows. "And plus- I thought this was just a little fling until you decided to get serious and commit!" That second part made my eyebrow go higher than Mount Everest.

"Wow! Me?! The one who decided to commit?!" I snapped back making some people that passed by look at us. "Was I the one that said 'will you be my girl'?! Cuz' I don't recall doing so!" I shook my head smiling abit.

"Look Y/N-" he started to talk but I cut him off

"Save it! I don't want any of this crap no more! You said it! Goodbye!" I yelled waving both my hands infront of his sunken face and walked away making unintentional tears to suddenly drop.
'You shouldn't be crying Y/N, mom said no weakshit or she'll disown you. So stop being a crybaby and toughen up!' I thought to myself as I walked home.

I was a sobbing mess in my room obviously, but I tried to cry silently so that only small sniffles can be heard.

'Y/N? You okay?' Mom asked while coming into my room.

'Yeah, it's probably just my allergies' I shrugged.

'If you say so' Mom nodded as she went back downstairs, and when I heard she wasn't on the second floor anymore.

I got up and cleared my room of all memories of Michael, then lighting incense and blowing the fire out as I started to spread it around the room. After I was done I stuck the incense in a cup of rice and continued my sobfest.

One year later

"Y/N you good?" One of my groupmates named Ayisha asked me.

"Huh?" I questioned as I turned my head to face her. "Oh, yeah just thinking about something." I continued while standing up and fixing my clothes.

"You've been like this since we left the hotel are you sure you're ok?" She crossed her arms while raising her dog bitten eyebrow.

"Yes, I am a hundred percent sure I'm alright." I responded as the door of the dressing room creaked open.

"Girls you're going in ten!" The stage manager shouted and closed the door shut.

"Well, you better hurry up. I told you to do it back at the hotel and now you're rushing!" Ayisha scolded as I dab a small amount of liptint on my eyelids and smudging it around my eye and, grabbing another one then lined my lips and smudged it around with my finger.

"Let's go!" I exclaimed as I tightened a segment of my hair and running out from the dressing room to backstage.

"There you are!" Our oldest member Lexie shouted. "Where have you two been? We've been looking for you." She inquires.

"Well this one kept daydreaming of I don't even know what, which took her longer to get ready." Ayisha yapped as she turned her head to me.

"Where are the others?" I questioned while turning my head looking for the others.