The Unexpected | SunaxReader

Chapter 8

After Suna changed his clothes, we went to his car and I explained to him how to get to my house. It wasn't difficult, since it was close of Oikawa's house.

"It's here.'' I said, and he stopped the car. "I want to thank you again for what you did for me yesterday. Even though we don't know each other you trusted me your house. I'm really greatful."

"Well, you accepted to come home with me, you trusted me too. And you don't need to always say thank you, silly."

I laughed softly. "Byebye Sunarin."

"Bye y/n. And take this." He gave me a paper with his number, I smilled at him and got oft the car. I opened my door and finally I was home. I really enjoyed this time with Suna, but I needed a time alone. When things go bad I always isolate myself. I know it's a bad thing to do, but I'm used to suffer alone. I didn't even talked with Oikawa about things that were often on my mind. I've always felt alone, even if I was surrounded by people. I've always felt misunderstood. Somehow I felt like Suna was there for me. But maybe it's from my mind, maybe I'm just  needy because my boyfriend of three years cheated on me with my best friend. If then I had a few friends, now I don't have any. I wonder if Hinata and Kags would tell me if I didn't saw that. Or if Oikawa would tell me. Or if Iwaizumi would feel bad and tell me.
I really didn't wanted to continue thinking, I turned on my music and cleaned the house, sometimes that's the best therapy. After that, I went to take a long shower.
After I got out, I put my pyjamas on and went to bed to watch Rick&morty. I suddently remembered that Suna gave me his number, so I decided to text him.

"hi, y/n here. just want to THANK YOU for giving me your number. and no, I won't stop saying thank you, because you're not the "boss" here :)"
"sometimes you are a brat, you're lucky you might be one of the few people I can stand."

I saw his text but was too tired to answer, I didn't sleep much this night, so I ended up taking a nap.
I woke up at 18:00 with someone calling me. I was still sleepy so I didn't saw who was.
"Hello?"
"Y/N." As soon as I heard Oikawa's voice and wanted to turn off the call. "Don't hang up please. I'm outside, please come here."
"Ok." I hanged up the call, and went outside, still in my pyjama. Honestly I didn't care anymore, I knew everything was lost. There was nothing to do about it. I openeded the door and we stayed outside. I didn't really wanted them to come to my house anymore.

"Y/N..." Oikawa said, with a really guilty voice. I know he felt guilty. "First of all, I want to apologize, and Iwaizumi too. I know there's nothing that we can't do to have you back, and if it was the opposite I wouldn't even look at your face."

"Why did you lied to me, Oikawa? Why didn't you wanted me to go to your party? Were you already planing to make out with Iwaizumi?" I said with a straight face, not letting any emotion show up.

"I wasn't planing nothing. I lied because i'm fucking stupid. At first I only wanted a party with my boys, but then I didn't wanted to tell everyone to go away."

"And you, Iwaizumi? Did you know that he would not invite me?"

"I didn't." Iwaizumi said with a hurt voice.

"He asked me where were you, and I lied and told him you were sick. Hinata thinks you were sick too."

"Oikawa. For how long have you been wanting to make out with Iwaizumi?" I asked, scared of the answer.

"Before we even started to date. I've always felt an attraction for Iwaizumi." He said with his head facing the floor. "But I didn't thought I was gay. Neither bi. I've always felt straight. He is the only guy I've ever been attracted to. And I always thought it was normal because I've known him since ever."

"Look at me Oikawa. Look at me in the eyes and tell me that you had sexual attraction for me."

"I had. I still have. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. And I love you. I swear that I love you but-"

"But you love Iwaizumi more, don't you?" I asked, almost crying.

"Yes.." he said with an hurtful voice and looked to the floor again.

"Why didn't you breakup with me Oikawa? Why didn't you tell me what you feel for Iwaizumi?" A tear escaped from my eye.

"Because I know you were going to leave me."

"Really Oikawa? Were you afraid to be without me or were you afraid of your reputation? Having a girlfriend sounded better for you right? It's less polemic for the cover. That's what you really think." I looked at Iwaizumi and he was with the saddest face I've ever seen. "I would be so pissed off if you told me, but I would help you. It's okay for guys like guys. It's as normal as liking girls. No one but you would judge you. We could have talked about this, but you decided to cheat on me. And that's what is really bad."

Oikawa let go a tear. "I wasn't going to cheat on you. Thats not who I am."

"Really? because you used to flirt with Iwaizumi all the time and now I know it wasn't joking. It was dead serious. Maybe with your fans it was serious too."

"After I saw Kageyama with Hinata that made want to try it. We started to dance and then it happened. It wasn't planned."

"That doesn't change anything. I don't forgive any of you."

Oikawa went silent after everything I told him. I noticed that Iwaizumi was looking for words.

"Y/N." he said, trying not to cry. "I know that apologize won't solve anything but I want you to know that If I could go back in time, I would. I acted by impulse, I've never wanted to betray my best friend like I did. I feel like shit and I know that I am. I know that you would never do this to me. I've always loved Oikawa, but I've always respected your relationship. I've never flirted with him and what happened yesterday was the first time. And if we weren't that drunk, it would never happen."

"You both don't need to say more. We have talked enough. You both betrayed me. In the worst possible way. Iwaizumi, you were my best friend. You were always there when I needed. When Oikawa hurted me you were there for me. Was it all a lie? And Oikawa, everytime you said I was the only one you loved, it was a lie. I don't want to hear more from you. I really hope you find yourself Oikawa. And don't ever lie to yourself about what and who you are. You're not only hurting yourself, you're hurting everyone around you. All these three years feel like a lie. Goodbye." I entered home. It's all over.