*beep beep beep* ughhhhhhh do I have to get up, honestly I could just skip a day, it's not like my crack headed ass momma's gonna know anyway.
Oh how rude of me not to introduce myself, I'm Lila and I am 16 years old and I just got out of the mental hospital for reasons that shall not be named
You can say I was suicidal, you can say I was just seeking attention. Whatever you wanna say you can but only I know why I was in there and I'm gonna keep it like that.
But let me get ready before I be late As my feet hit the floor I hear a loud thud from downstairs and my heart dropped and all I could think of was not again. I ran down stairs and all I saw was my moms bare body on the floor while her "lovely boyfriend" is on top of her beating her shit in. I would run over and help but the last time I did that I got beat by both of them, left me bruised with broken bones for months
So I just decided to act like I didn't see it, I ran back upstairs and closed my door and took a deep breath. "It's ok Laila you got this just three more years and your out of here" I tried to reassure myself everything was gonna be ok but honestly it really wasn't
I walked to my closet and picked out a simple yet cute outfit
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^her outfit choice
Trying not to outdo myself just yet on my first day. Now time for makeup, doing my makeup is like therapy to me, makeup is the only friend I have in this messed up world I honestly don't know what I'll do without it
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^Her makeup choice
Now that I finished my makeup and stuff I got my book bag and phone and earbuds and headed out the door for school, now you see I have a car that I bought with my hard earned money and my mom constantly tries to get me to sell it so I can get some money for her to get some drugs with.
See it wasn't always like this, every sense my dad died she has never been the same, I miss how my mom used to be. But happiness only last for a short while
As I was thinking I didn't notice I was already at school and when I tell you just looking at it made my stomach drop, all of the memories just flew in like wild fire and I honestly was ready to dip but I know I needed to go or CPS was gonna come again
As soon as I got out the car and looked at the entrance I was met with a face I didn't want to see "Josie"
To be continued
Ok so here's a little update for you guys, who do y'all think Josie is? And why do you think she doesn't want to see her?
