confusing love

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Bright POV at the first chapter

I'm confused about how I feel, I love Tu, but when I'm with Win, time just seems to stop

My heart just crave him

I'm in the music club sitting next to Tu she's so beautiful and kind that's why I love her but sad to say I have to break her heart

I want to confirm my feelings

"Tu I have something to say to you this might break you and I'm very sorry '

she just looked at me like she knows

"oh go on' she said letting me to continue

"I'm sorry but I don't think we should continue our relationship ' I said looking at her with a sad eyes

she went silent so I wait for her to process everything I said

she look at me like she knows and understand the statement

She keeps looking at me silently then she broke the silence and said

"I know what you're going to say but why can't I still accept it'

I look at her apologetically "I know I'll hurt you but you will only be hurt more if we continue this relationship' I said full of pity for her

We been together for almost 3 years

She look and said"even if I get hurt when I let you go, I'll do it just to make you happy'

"I love you, I hope you'll be happy with him '

Her last word  dumbfounded me

She notices I becomes silent and said

"that's why we're going to split up, because you love someone else am I right

"Yeah but how do you know that he's a he '

"You mean to ask how do I know that it's Win ' I look at her with a confused face
"Hhh-how d-do yo-u kn-o-ow' I stuttered

She laughed at me "I never knew an Bright Vachirawit Chivaaree can stutter Hahahhahahahah '  she laughed but I can still tell the sadness in her laughed

I glared at her "What's so funny huh '

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahah' she continues to laugh at me

Then I hit her at her shoulders "stop laughing at me' then I pouted

"Okay I'll hahahaha*cough* *cough* hahahaha ha stop hahha gosh bright ' she finally stopped when I hit her again

We just keeps talking and laughing like we didn't just go through an breakup

Until the bell rang I bid her goodbye before I ran to my classroom's building

Me and the professor entered at the same time

I scan the whole class to find Win I finally found him talking with someone

I just sat down at the back of him

"Oh hi P'Bright where we're you' he asked

"In the music club I was practicing for the tournament that's happening in three months' I lied

I sat in the whole discussion glaring at that "Nani" until the bell rang

I was about to invite Win to have lunch with me but he ran like he was being chased by a cheetah

I followed him and pulled him out of nowhere I don't know why I did that either

"Oh P'Bright are you having lunch too let's go to Fong seat to eat' he said smiling but I just pulled him

And I stop at the music club

"Eat' I said "huh?are you nuts I was just gonna eat at the cafeteria and you just drag in this empty club room of yours' he rant's

(In mind)
Uh why is he adorable like he's angry but he's cute 🥺🥰

"Eat' I said again and he finally do as I say

I didn't eat myself because I didn't get any food

I just keeps looking at him when he said

"if yo keep looking at me I might melt you know'

he said making my heart beat like it's gonna explode

I just looked at him calmly

When he asked what's wrong with me?'  I  open my mouth and said "you're what's wrong with me'

he looks confused of my words "I don't understand what you said ' he said looking at me questionable

then I  stand up and walked out

He keeps calling me but I didn't turn back

(Moments later)

I was about to go to my next subject when I saw Win with the new student

They look comfortable with each other

they didn't seem to just meet an hour ago

I just ignored them and just go straight to my next subject

I see them giggling at the professor

I just glared at them

(In mind)
If murder was legal I already done it

The classes are over now but Win was still sleeping

Fong's keep waking him up I just exits the room and go straight to the parking lot

And drove off

I am now I my apartment I'm very tired so I go to the bathroom and changed my clothes to more comfortable

And just flop myself in bed and quickly fall asleep

A/n The next chapter is when Win go to the bar with Fong
What will happen 🙈 🤭 see you at the next chapter