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Chapter 2

Tw: Mentioning Sh

The same evening

Alice

„I am sick of hearing your apologies! Just tell me what's wrong and then I can help you to find a solution." My sister screamed at me as I was trying to resist the urge to cry.

She received a call from my teacher, Ms.Dawson and she told her about my bad grades. My sister always tried to help me, but somehow I just can't ask for help. And I can't believe Ms.Dawson called her, it was only the beginning of the semester.

„I- I know it seems impossible but I promise I'll make it! I'll study even harder." I whispered, slightly sobbing as I looked at her. She looked disappointed but still caring.

Amaya shook her head and slammed my notebook on the desk. „You always say that! How do you want to make it when your grades are this bad and all you care about are your stupid video games and drawing! Get your life together." she took a deep breath as she tried not to scream. „Look, I don't have time to babysit you all the time. I need to be sure you are alright, so, please. Just study and get those grades up."
Amaya didn't even look at me anymore as she turned around and left my room, slamming the door behind her.

A silent cry left my lips as I buried my face in my hands. The tears streamed down my face, dropping onto the floor and leaving small dots.
„I'm sorry.." I whimper silently and try to wipe my tears.

Amaya has always been the better daughter. She had good grades since she was little, she always did some kind of sport and had a lot of friends. I just want to make her proud, but everything I try seems to be a bad decision.
My parents practically threw me out of the house, so I had to move in with Amaya. They didn't have the money they said and the Highschool was too far away.

So I wanted to be at least good in school when Amaya had to take care of me. I don't know why but there are these feelings inside me, always tired and exhausted but everyone keeps saying I'm just lazy. Things have been worse and I'm happy to be clean since last year.
Stuff is tough but I need to be tougher so I can show my sister I can do it!

So I stood up, took my English notebook and sat back at my desk, and tried to continue my work before my sister stormed into my room.
It didn't take long for my mind to drift off to different things. What if I don't make it...What if I fail...She'll kick me out! And then I have nothing left.

I suffer silently as I tried to study in my room. Even when Amaya called out for dinner I didn't leave my room but she seemed to understand and left me alone.

Time skip

I've spent the last 2 hours at my desk, doing my homework and studying.
To be honest, I can barely remember any of it. I was tired and overthinking about other stuff.
I took the lights out and laid down in my bed.

I stared at my ceilings and sighed, closing my eyes. "I just want this to end.." I whisper to myself. I was exhausted and just wanted to run away from all of this. Then Amaya wouldn't have to pay for my stuff and had enough time to spend with her boyfriend and live her life. My classmates could finally stop mocking me and the stress would be gone.

But what if...

"I just leave?"

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A/N

Hey there! I'm sorry for the terrible writing but I hope it still makes sense. ^^"

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