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THE PSYCHOLOGY OF GWERTIN

Gwert. What a captivating creature. You deserve your own ED page right next to Chris Chan. I found you when I was looking for bad art to make fun of. I had a slight rapport with you, so I defended you. I also just like drama. What can I say, I'm a roach. But life's too short not to give it a blow, so let's go! You vented so often and aside from the rage issues, I only related out of understanding. I can understand anything when explained properly. Your brain is an open book. So are you as a whole.

In 2018, on this site right here, Craig or whatever made a brilliant story. It was shit and pompous, but I can relate to that enough. You were not 'traumatized' by this, bitch. In that same year I was genuinely put into a spin. A month of madness all for me. In real life and my livelihood at stake. But oh, somebody drew some parody bullshit. Boo hoo bitch. 2018 was when I started cutting myself again. With razors, not child's scissors. I had nightmares until I simply stopped remembering my dreams. I woke up several times a night just to spend an hour falling back asleep each time. And you had to have the spotlight. This is my soapbox, and fuck it if you hide from it! I only enjoy rambling.

I forget a lot of 2019, but I do believe I wasted a lot of time with your rank ass. In 2020, Kody made a master move. Total gigachad. Bravo! I was in the nuthouse for reasons surely unknown, but when I came back it was fun. I loved it when you dragged about drama. That's what loved. Fucking with people and successfully "comforting" you with my analysis. But you just kept whining over and over the same shit. Fuck off you're too dumb to understand what I say, then.

In 2021 I was down to the core miserable. I was often in a rage and miserable over my inability to feel happiness. But to you, I was "stable". I went to the nuthouse that Summer, and unwillingly. I tried to escape and they only let me leave because a brick wall costs too much to feed and give a nipple shower to.

 Later that year I nearly killed myself and when I told you I changed to save myself from my leftside, you fucking told me you'd wait for me to change and that your love would stop me stabbing myself. FUCK you. Welcome to the Fuckshit is NOT REAL, CUNT. My beliefs are based in the real world, not solely some shit fandom idea. I am merry for a reason. I don't need love or happiness and I've come to peace with the latter. I am adapting and you sit and shit.

You cry to everybody you can and whine when they don't answer. Bitch you cry 24/7, who can really help you? You're a lost cause. You never try. You go on food strikes to make your "friends" feel bad when some microaggression happens. You hide when anybody critiques you. You scream at people when they slightly cross you and you get away with it because people fear you. You became Kody. You became what you hated. You literally do what Snowy did and you HATED when Snowy said nothing more than "Sorry." Scrawny bitch lmao I never had any empathy for you. I only liked the drama. I was lonely. I get paranoid when I am lonely. But at some point you just stopped being of any use.

Remember when you whinged about "fucking up your arm with scissor cutting"? It was years ago, but you bring up old statements as well. Either way, you never changed from the bullshit you used to post. Attention whore.

All this time and I never realized how fucking much YOU were copying people. YOU get SAD when people don't want to be just fucking like you. WHO WOULD? Your insecurity makes you so god damn unlikeable. But if you had confidence your ego would blow Amberlynn Reid's into the ditch. You do nothing but follow society. You are pathetic. You don't think for yourself. I needed someone to match my speed. To understand me and my words without thinking of medicating me. You're an idiot and that is what baffles me most. Why did I spend so much time with you. Maybe it was my brain damage LOL Regardless, with my third And fourth eye open I adore what I see. The fourth may be the bearer of broken anything, but I am the beholder. I see what life is worth and I see how terribly secluded your mind is. This is why I adapt. If it were nothing, I would not have found peace with myself. Godless hooker LMAO

You want to live in your stupid bubble being comforted and doing fuckall for anyone else. You gave some of us kind words once or twice or blah blah whatever. But overall? You haven't done shit! You say uwu I'm sowwy and then go radio silent. That's expected of me because I have no empathy, only solutions. I don't care if I can't fix it. But you? You jerk yourself off with your empathy claims constantly. I hate empaths.

You want to fuck Jay Wing so bad that the only reason you liked me was because you could see him in me. I dealt with your bullshit. I shouldn't have. I don't wish we never met, I actually regret nothing. I love having fucked up such a thing. It excites me. You only excited me when we talked shit and fucked with people. You were always coy about it. I figured maybe one day you would change. Welp

You wanted to be lesbian soo bad because you have no true personality. No true philosophy or clever conversation. I'm not asking for rocket science, but god anything other than the baby games you play or the fandoms you're a part of. My conversation weirded you out. Yours made me want to just kill myself out of boredom. We only ever watched the same fucking videos because it was so hard to get you to talk real shit! So the lps and warriors bullshit had to suffice. I don't look at any of that shit now. I faked my entire personality around you.

 I always muted Dubtrack and whatever the fuck else. I never really read your bullshit except to nitpick like I am right now. I don't feel love for you even when I do have emotional snaps, and so I know my leftside got over you as soon as I did. Emotions are for survival. What are you trying to win against? Yourself? I made amends with my inner endings. But then again I'm not a scrawny lesbian who loves her furry bullshit so I guess I don't know how to hate myself.

Sorry - lesbian? Oh - you're bi now? Why did you have such an issue with calling yourself bi when you had to date a man without a real penis to slap you with? I'm so fucking glad I killed my leftside. You had me under some psychotic bullshit. The disposition between 2021 and 2022 is simply jarring. I don't remember 2021, I heard the world just went to Hell! Compared to that? I'm doing well!

I may be the amalgamation of disorganized memories and song, but it's all in the name. Symmetry is a sign and it speaks. I live in 2's and 3's and that is my area. I hold my own world, but we can all have our own. Our worlds are built off of each other's, but not entirely. We need a real intuition and connection to the third eye. Anybody can do it, but I have not met anybody who doesn't call me a fucknut. Oh well, do any of Gwen's ex friends search up her shit? I hope you find this. I hope you read it all.

I wonder how you sleep at night, Gwen?