Drunk in love

Part 34

why did he finish asking this sentence, waiting for four or five seconds of silence, and then, he heard feng zheng take a breath backwards, and his voice was a little choked: "how do you want me to say it?" why was

it heart-wrenching that i couldn't speak for a moment.

yeah, how to say it.

"back then, i knew what kind of person song juhan was, and i didn't want you to be hurt, but you were so infatuated with him, i couldn't say it." i thought that even if i didn't say anything, you would soon separate, i really didn't expect that after more than six years i returned to china, you are still together, you still like him so much, i regret countless times that i should have told you back then, now..." feng zheng said in a trembling voice, "now i can't say it even more."

why don't you know whether to blame feng zheng, strange or not, what is the point, he took a deep breath and said in a dumb voice: "i know."

"why, i'm sorry, i'm really sorry, i didn't go a day without regrets, i should have told you back then, i thought about it, and made you more miserable." feng zheng's voice was full of guilt and sadness.

"no need to apologize, you're under no obligation to tell me."

"why... you're separated now, aren't you? you forget song juhan, forget him, start your life again.

why did he look at the front with empty eyes and said mechanically, "i used to think that song juhan wouldn't like anyone, so he didn't like me, and of course, now it seems that i was wrong at the beginning." he didn't even feel jealous of feng zheng, he knew that he had made himself like this, and he was all to blame.

"you're right, he doesn't like anyone, and he didn't like me." ffeng zheng said in a deep voice, "we were all very young, we had a hazy liking for each other, and at that age we were ashamed to express interest in the opposite sex, but we were curious about the same sex, so we held a fun mentality together." but the personalities of the two of us, you know, when friends are ok, talk about feelings, no one obeys anyone, no one lets anyone, and in the end it gives rise to resentment. "i

don't want to know that."

"no, you listen to me, and since you've already said it, let me finish it all at once... it also makes you completely dead hearted. why

did he close his eyes, clench his fists, and acquiesced.

feng zheng breathed a sigh of relief: "our two families are family friends, after separation, they still often meet, and they barely get by on the face, but the mentality has changed, who i am close to, he will deliberately destroy, what he has, i also want to compete, at that time, i was holding a momentum in my heart, trying to frustrate the other party's limelight." later he went abroad, and after returning home, we have all grown up... i thought he had grown up, but when i saw him look at you, i started to worry.

why showed a bitter smile.

"after i found out about you, i went to him and we had a fight." feng zheng gritted his teeth, "i asked him why he was such an asshole, he said he just wanted to see who people like me could look up to, he said you..." feng zheng was fierce, "he said that you are just like this." i

don't know how i can hold on to listening to this, probably because my hard work has been drained and there is nothing to lose.

from song juhan's point of view, he is indeed "but so". <

the eyes are full of admiration and longing at any time, because song juhan can blush with a smile and a word, reverie, and even without any effort, casually hook up with a few clicks to get started, at that time, he simply wrote on his face please me--- me. song juhan