I still remember the time when I first met him.
He lived next door.
He was a cry baby, gloomy, awkward, and always had his head down.
Was useless at studying, sports, and communication.
He was a worthless child.
However
I fell in love with that pitiful teary eyes of his,
that reflected myself in them.
He was bullied, harassed, and disliked by everyone.
He looked so lonely, pitiful so I tried reaching out a helping hand a couple of times.
We go home together.
I let him hang out with me and it seemed like he was going to clung to me even tighter.
and He did.
I loved it when he smiled and his eyes sparkled all because of me.
He loved my care and attention.
I love his dependence which all belonged to me.
It would have been better if it stayed that way...
But no.
With his confidence slowly rising
He started catching the attention of others.
And slowly but surely he started hardening his wings.
He was leaving me. I am going to be left alone
No that cannot be! He's not going anywhere. He's mine.
"Crybaby, sissy, stupid, and dirty." "You worthless child"
I say to him.
"Oh, you lonely, lonely, child."
You would be dead if it not for me.
"You are a worthless, worthless, worthless child."
A sad, sad wash-out good for nothing.
"No matter,
I'll save you and carry you forward.
I'll protect you."
I promised while hugging his poor, shivering body.
You need me, you rely on me
So you should always be together, forever with me.
Months and days pass and pass
You're a child with not enough time or brains.
Now it's too late
You're mentally retarded .
You cute good child.
You belong to me <3
"You are worthless, worthless, worthless child."
"You are a lonely, lonely, lonely child."
"because i'll protect you forever."
I say to him.
Still though, that indifferent child
Fled away from my side
Before I knew it that child was covered in scars
And yet, that child left me...
Turns out
I'm the worthless, worthless, worthless child
I'm worthless- that child is no more.
I'm a worthless, worthless, worthless child
No one will help save me.
In then end I was left alone.
I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely child
I'm lonely- that child is no more.
He was desperately holding on for me, but it seems like it is actually another way around.
I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely child.
If only I can reverse time..
A/N:
This was a reference to a song called "You are a worthless child" by Hatsune Miku.
I hope you enjoy and have a great time.
thank you for managing to stick with my novice writing.
Until next time
