Spill It (Harry Styles love story)

Chapter 10

 Danyka

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" Louis shut up! " I exclaimed with a loud groan as I tilted my head back. But all he did was laugh even harder. I stomped my foot and pouted.

" Louis" I whined he looked at me and whipped his tears from his face.

" Sorry, sorry........ but oh god that was just hilarious" Louis said as he started laughing again. I shook my head. All of a sudden I heard an 'oof' and I turned around to see Louis on the floor with ice cream on his face. I stared at him for a few seconds as I blinked down at him. I threw my head back and started laughing as Louis groaned at me.

" See bro there's this thing called Karma , and well see she's a bitch" I told him as I chuckled he huffed and stood up while stomping to the tour bus. I shook my head and smiled.

 I was walking towards the bus when I got stopped someone tugged at my wrist and I spun around to meet the eyes of a brown headed girl.

" Ummm may I help you?" I asked confused she looked at me with painful eyes.

" Your the girl" she whispered. I looked at her confused.

" Excuse me?" I said she looked at me as her gaze turned cold and hateful.

" From London High School" she spat. I tensed beneath her cold glare .

" You killed my best friend and my boyfriend" she spat while her grip on my wrist tightened this time I started tugging trying to get out of her grip, but it was like I was weak .

" I didn't mean to, it wasn't my fault" I whispered.

" It is your fault you created a monster not only that but your the cause of hundred students and staff's deaths." she shouted and then my knees buckled as I hit the ground and landed on all four.

" Your not as perfect as they all make you out to be, but soon people will know that your a murderer " she spat.

I gasped for air as flashback's came rushing towards me all at once. I saw images of dead bodies , the sound of gun shots, screams and most of all he was beating me and after he was done I had a loaded gun pointed towards my head with one more bullet that was reserved for me. I started screaming as I clawed at my chest, as I wheezed trying to breath . I was also drowning in my tears.

 I felt a pair of hands wrap themselves around my waist, and I was pressed against someone's chest as they rocked me back and forward as my screams were muffled against Harry's chest and soon I was starting to get oxygen into my lungs and now I was just crying into his chest as he held me.

" Harry make it stop" I cried as I could still hear the screams and gun shots.

" Tell me what it is Dan and I will help you" Harry cried out as he looked into my eyes that were full of fear.

" I'm scared" I cried out as I started shaking he squeezed his eyes shut and grabbed my cheeks as he smashed his soft, warm lips against mine . I tensed but soon enough I felt myself calming down and kissing Harry back. I could no longer hear those screams of those gun shots all I could now focus on was Harry as we sat on the ground embraced in each others arms kissing .

 Harry gently pulled back as he leaned his forehead on mine as he went in for another peck. I slowly opened my eyes and starred into Harry's green emerald eyes. His eyes were bright and shinning .

" Danyka..." Harry said I nodded as my heart started beating faster .

" Do you feel better." Harry asked I smiled and nodded I was confused when Harry got   up.

" That's good well I guess it worked " Harry muttered .

" What worked?" I asked confused.

" The kiss it calmed you down now I have to go. I've got a date with Cara" Harry said as he quickly walked away. I felt my heart shatter.

 I quickly stood up and ran into the tour bus and straight to my room locking it. I sat at the edge of my bed as I shook my head. This is not how it works. My mom said that that was love if someone kissed you they fancied you. So what the hell happened? That was not him liking me he just did that to calm me down from my little freak episode. I groaned as I felt another one coming on I then started humming an old song by 4non blondes to try and calm myself. As I started singing my voice cracked as I wheezed and started crying.

Twenty-five years and my life is still

Trying to get that great big hill of hope

For a destination

I realized quickly when I knew I should

That the world was made up of this brotherhod of man

For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes

When I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out

What's in my head

And I, I am feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning

And I step outside

And I take a deep breath and I get real high

And I scream from the top of my lungs

What's going on?

And I say, hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah

I said hey, what's going on?

And I say, hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah

I said hey, what's going on?

Oh, oh oh

Oh, oh oh

And I try, oh my god do I try

I try all the time, in this institution

And I pray, oh my god do I pray

I pray every single day

For a revolution.

And so I cry sometimes

When I'm lying bed

Just to get it all out

What's in my head

And I, I am feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning

And I step outside

And I take a deep breath and I get real high

And I scream from the top of my lungs

What's going on?

 I stuttered throughout the whole song as I stared at the wall the whole time. "Why can't I be normal?" I muttered I heard a deep voice chuckle.

' Your murder and your not perfect people will never love you when they find out what you did' a voice muttered inside my head as I drifted into my cold dark dreams.