TW SELF HARM !! please dont read this if this topic triggers you.
backstory / you and matt dont live together.
your pov
i dont really know what's wrong with matt, he hasn't been talking to me lately, well he is talking to me but hes really distant. last time i sent him a text was 1 hour ago and he still hasn't responded.
matt <333
hi babe r u free to do anything today? delivered 1 h ago
i waited for a while til i finally got a call from him. "um hi babe" matt says thru the phone, but there was something wrong. "hii babe, are you okay?" i say genuinely worried. "can you come over." matt says and i immediately get in a panic, "im coming over, are u okay tho?" "babe can you just come over now please." matt says and that's where your phone call ends. you rush to put a hoodie and some random pants on and you rush to your car.
what the fuck was that??
is he okay?
oh my fucking god.
you finally arrived to matts house and you parked your car in the first parking spot you saw.
you enter the house and call out for matt "matt, honey are you here?" you call but no answer. you go into his room but no one's there. "helllooo matt??" you call and he finally answers. "im in here" you hear him say from behind the bathroom door, you knock the door and he opens it for you. your heart drops when you see his teary eyes and blood all over his arm.
"no no no no" you say in fear, matt drops to the floor his head on his knees and he starts to sob as he apologizes. "im sorry im sorry im so sorry" he says.
you go down to his level and hug him to reassure him, "don't apologize please baby, you didn't do anything wrong, i totally understand." you say. you felt Matt move his head from your shoulder and you pull away from the hug to look at him. " i don't want you seeing me like his, i know it hurts you, but I have no one else to talk to but you." he says hiccuping between words.
" i do hate seeing you like this but I know you can feel like this from time to time, everyone feels like this and you should always trust me, because no one is gonna keep your secrets locked in their hearts but me." you comfort him and he pulls you for another hug, "i love you" he says. "i love you too, now let's get these cuts cleaned."
(crying shitting and throwing up.)
