Back 2 You

Chapter 3

Willow's Pov

Yesterday

"You just go around breaking hearts to see what's inside, goin around stealing them feeding them to your pride. Did you ever think that I might really need that to stay alive..."
"Willow!!"
"What???"
"Who is Kavon?"
"What" I asked lowering my voice.
"You heard me"
"He's nobody. Why?" I sigh
"He called! Ya mom wanna see you" he said giving me the phone. I took it up after wiping off my hand. I just finished washing dishes. I then lean on the the edge of the counter and call my mom instead of Kavon.
"Mom"
"You heard from Von or Lex?"
"What's happening. No I haven't"
"You need to talk to them. Ya dyke on my phone goin off and Von wont say a word" she said earning a sigh from me.
"Aiite maa" she hung up.
These three stressing me out. I called Lex and stepped out.
"Lex"
"Willow! You playing house? For real? I told you do me this and come back. Not play house and be a happy family. And u best not have no marks when you get back and by the way... Who's Kavon! The fuck. You a whore now? What's all this I'm hearing! You tryn-"
"Who you hearing all this from?"
I was worried a bit. Lex is the kind to act first question later, she has a heart of gold but ha temper bad. She chuckled hearing the worry and curiosity in my voice.
"Good source baby girl. Good source."
"Lex don't hurt -"
"Who ya moms? Or that Von person?"
"Lex!"
"Come home and you have my word"
"Lex I'm gonna give you this and then I'm leaving you" I said overwhelmed with the bull. She laughed, a dry laugh "We'll see baby girl. Haha. We'll see"
"Lex am ser-"
"Whatever" she said before disconnecting the call.
I looked down at the phone. Then it started ringing so I answered.
"Yes Von"
"Where you at?"
"Yee"
"Two block up. Am waiting"
"Where we going?"
"Coming or nah" he hung up and I sighed.
I went upstairs and put my stone clothes on.
"Where u going?"
"Out"
"That's how we do now?"
"We started doing like this, when your lil girlfriends stared walking in and outta here like they own this bitch. Or was it when you started staying out all night?!" I fired back at him walking out the house.
I walk two blocks up and saw Von leaning against his car looking at his phone.
"Von" I said as I approached him and he walked to the driver's side. I followed and occupied his passenger's seat. We drove in silence until he said.
"I'm listening"
"I-I... I don't know what you wanna hear"
"Who Lex? Why you with Yeezy? Why all those pics came to ya mom?" He ask. Dam, I have to confess my sins.
"Lex is somewhat my girlfriend like.... She not my girl but she is my girl but-" I sighed "I'm doing something for her so I can- so I can-"
"So you can what? Two time me at once instead of twice?"
"It's not like that. And Von it's not that deep like how you're making it. Look, we not together, all out and I'm cheating or something like that. It really isn't that deep"
"Shut Up! Shut Up! Shut Up! You sound like somebody who doesn't know, who doesn't see. In all this your feelings and emotions come first what about mine. What about me, you never asked me how I feel about all this. You-"
He was still yapping and I ignored him. Cause I'm looking at him and asking myself if we was together or even if I should care about his feelings and all that. I want to get this done so I can do what I wanna do. I ignored him looking out the window.
"ADHD... See, you do that ignoring shit. That's just trifling and annoying-"
I sighed again.
"Can you stop now? Spare me, I can't right now. I just can't and plus" I looked around "where are we. Know what, carry me back home"
He remained quiet and did a u-turn.He pulled up at the house I walked to earlier and stopped.
"This isn't my h-"
"It's where I picked you up tho. And it's my momma house, so this is home"
"Von I-"
"It don't matter. You know where I be"
I sighed and got out. I walk back to Yeezy's. I walked in and went to our room. He was curled up in some blonde weaved bi-girl. "When a girl accepts that her man's gonna cheat only then she'll be happy." my cousin's words repeated in my head.
I looked at them and that was when I realized all I had on him and his drug lord of a dad I was gonna give it to Lex. I wanted him to hurt if only once, I promise you he's gonna hurt.
"Can I join?" I asked putting my bag on the dresser. She looked at me worried while Yeezy wasn't fazed. I took up the girl's dress and walked to her with it.
"Can you please leave?"
she took her dress and walked out seeming unfazed,while Yeezy laid there. The door shut in no time.
"What was that about?" Yeezy asked.
I looked at him then stopped and went to take a shower. I got out in a towel only. I got dressed in sweats and a tank with socks. Yeezy was gone. I got into bed and spaced out. I need out of this city, I left home for a reason and I've been back too long, 3 weeks and it feels like months. My heart has always beats for Von. I'm just not sure if it belongs to him, I'm afraid to get attached to him and he gets taken away or I get taken away. With that thought and after sighing I fell asleep.