I sit on my floor crying and that's when kells song comes on
You: Hey, in the rain
Hey, in the rain
Hey, in the rain
Hey, in the rain
(J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League)
Every day I, wake up, to the same shit
In the same house, with the same bricks
In the same clothes, with the same kicks
I might as well be in jail
Caged in, stairin' at the wall waitin' for a change but
Dad telling me I gotta get a job
Couldn't pay the bills so the lights turned dark
Them Cleveland boys got it hard
Oh my God, we been living like this too long
Just to lose it all in a week
My people too strong
Get it? Me and my boys be blowin'
Puffing on weed like this the lawn
Me and my boys tired of being here
That is why we gone
They say we wouldn't amount to nothing, huh?
Y'all thought we was bluffing, huh?
Fought every temptation shit, I guess I'm David Ruffin, huh?
Nowadays, we don't gotta do that dirt, tell my boys they good
And nowadays my little girl won't have to work, moved her out the hood
Look man, I done been through it all, and I would be damned if I got this far
And I let them strip me of this message, let these haters take my heart
This for the ones that had it hard, the ones like me, the underdogs
This for the ones that waited for them clouds to form, please God let it
Uh uh, you can't see my tears, in the rain
Uh uh, you can't see my tears, in the rain
Underneath it all, we're just the same, same, same
You can't see my tears, in the rain
All around the world it's just the same, same, same
You can't see my tears, in the rain
Nah, so I let it rain
Uh, and they mad that I made it out the city
But if you look I'm still out in the city
Before everything I had clout in the city
Toured the states and never bounced on the city
Shout out to everybody that's proud in the city
Everybody cheering in the crowd from the city
Everyone that never had doubts in the city
'Cause they know I represent what we about in the city
And I'm still laced up, tell the world that's nothing changed
'Til it's hundred dollar bills in my pocket, then nothings change
If my team ain't with me, then I don't wanna thang
Tell them I'll go broke before I run out on my gang
EST over everything
100 thousand plus, cult fan base yea that is us
My songs tattooed on they body, troubled youth, we bad as fuck
And, what?
Nobody gave a shit about for broken mirrors
So I care less about appearance
Just as long as they can hear us
We're fearless, we're stupid, we're dealers, we're losers
We're killers, we're orphans, we're addicts, we're stealers
We're shooters so kill us
We are what they say we are until conformity hits us
Or those clouds come down and take them all with us, please God let it
Uh uh, you can't see my tears, in the rain
Uh uh, you can't see my tears, in the rain
Underneath it all, we're just the same, same, same
You can't see my tears, in the rain
All around the world it's just the same, same, same
You can't see my tears, in the rain
Nah, so I let it rain
Underneath it all, we're just the same, same, same
You can't see my tears, in the rain
All around the world it's just the same, same, same
You can't see my tears, in the rain
You felt someone's presence so you look over and see kells with teary eyes
You get up and run to him and hug him
Kells: I was sent by Travis to say they won't be home for a few days so he said for me to come get you but I heard singing and crying so I came and found you well like this
He wipes his eyes
You: Hey *Sniff* sorry my emotions got the best of me today and music helps so yea but yea I'll pack so we can leave
You grab a duffel bag and put stuff you'll need in it after that you walk to kells and y'all walk out into the car and you see Megan
You: *Sniff* Hey Meg
Megan: Aww sweetie what's wrong
You: Nothing just not feeling myself today especially since today was the day 4 year ago I started I'm hurting my self
You show her the scars
Megan: Boo do not do that to yourself
You: Yea I quit awhile ago I just it's still hard you know kells honestly had been a big part of my life for awhile so his music helps when I'm sad and depressed so every year I listen to his music as a reminder he's the reason I'm still here
She looks like she's about to cry
You: so that's the story of my life
Kells gets in the car and sits down and then says something
Kells: Your coming kn tour with me this coming month so we are also going to the mall rn so we can have a fun day ok
You: Thx kells it means alot
He nods and holds you hand for a second
Kells: If you ever and I mean ever need a place to go just call me and I'm there ok your not alone anymore
You look at him and nod
You put your headphones in and listen to music until the mall comes to your view
Kells: Alr let's roll
We go inside and then he asks
Kells: : where to first
You: umm idk Zumiez I need a new board and some others things if that's fine
Kells: Alr let's go
Y'all walk to zumiez and when you walk in you see a worker named James whom you know
James: Ay wassup Lexi
You: AYYY James my guy wassup
Y'all dap each other up
You: Hey you got a board for me
James: Yep been saving one for a bit
You: Alr thx imma go get some other things then I'll be back
You get some other things and then head up to James
James: Alr the total is $250.99
Kells: Alr
He puts his card in and pays
You: Alr see you James
James: Yea see ya
You guys walk out and then go to other stores after that you guys went nach to the car
You: Thx guys this meant a lot
Kells: Anything for you now we have to go watch Cassie play volleyball if that's cool with you
You nod YALL head to where she's playing volley ball
