⚠️TW Murder detailed⚠️
Spencer's Pov:
"Y/N! Y/N WHERE ARE YOU?" Emily calls out.
"We've been looking all day, maybe we should rest-" Emily cuts off Seaver.
"Ashley if you want to go we encourage you to do that but you don't know Y/n like Spencer & I do so you don't know what could happen if we don't find her." She says.
"I'm sorry." Seaver says.
"No, just go. all of you guys can go." I say.
Everyone except Seaver hesitates to leave but after reassurance we get them to leave.
Em & I still call out for Y/n.
We hear water running and scrubbing.
"shit. shit. shit." We hear y/n mumble.
"shh emily this way." I signal emily.
We enter the door to see Y/n intensely scrubbing something in the water.
"Y/n." Emily calls to her.
She turns around holding a bloody pair of shoes and a shoe brush.
She looks distressed.
"Y/n put it down." Emily says pulling out her gun.
I pull out my gun too.
"No, no you guys have to go. Leave." She tells us panicked.
"Y/n just put it down...please." Emily pleads.
Y/n looks her in the eyes and drops the shoes and brush.
She falls to the floor and sobs.
"I didn't mean to hurt her, I just got so mad and my thoughts...they won. Why do I feel like this? Why do i think like this? Why am I different?" Y/n sobs.
"What did you do Y/n?" I ask.
"I-" she looks me in the eyes "I stabbed her Spence. I stabbed her over and over again and then when I realized what I did it was too late and she was dead. I couldn't even recognize myself in the mirror, I couldn't recognize her." Y/n cries.
"Who is she? Where is she now?" Emily asks.
"Rebecca. I took her and put her in the bathtub." Y/n says.
Emily and I share a look, then she get up to look.
"Spencer I fucked up bad." Y/n says looking me in the face.
Emily comes back with a grim look on her face and pulls out her handcuffs.
Y/n just gets up and turns around so Emily can cuff her hands.
"I'm sorry Em. I'm sorry Spence. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,I'm sorry." She says repeatedly.
"I never meant to hurt anyone." Y/n says crying again.
"We'll get you the help you need but you also have to face the consequences of what you did." Emily says to Y/n and gives her a hug as Y/n cries in her shoulder.
"I know, I'm still so sorry." Y/n says.
"Tell her family that i'm sorry even though they won't forgive me." Y/n tells me.
Emily walked her out and I go to the bathroom.
I see Rebecca in the tub covered in her own blood with multiple stab wounds to her chest, stomach, & abdomen.
I find a pool of blood in the living room probably where Y/n stabbed her.
I walk outside and see Y/n in a police car sobbing.
We should have helped her when she first told us about her thoughts. We knew what could happen but we didn't do anything.
"Don't blame yourself, you couldn't have known." Rossi says patting me on the shoulder.
"I did. I knew what could happen and I did nothing." I say angrily.
"Spencer, we-" Emily tries to reason with me but i cut her off.
"Emily, We knew but we did nothing. This is our fault." I say and push her arms off me.
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