~Successful Attempt~

Chapter 1

~Salem~

The wind blows my already tangled hair. The night sky, a dark abyss with a few twinkling diamonds in it. I wiggle my cold blue fingers and toes to see if they'll still move.

I took a deep sigh, a small white cloud forming in the process. I chuckled dryly recalling the events that led up to this.

'Ewww you look stink no wonder your sister died, she couldn't stand the sight of you' I laughed maniacally as I recalled the bathroom incident.

'Look at her, she's so fat. Turn the water on.' I saw them take super glue as I struggled to get out of their grip. 'Hurry take her clothes off!'

I shivered lightly as I remembered how they pinned me down, cut my clothes off, pushed me in the shower with a temperature of freezing cold and jam the glass door shut.

I tried turning the temperature knob to hot but it wouldn't budge. I tried turning the head too but same result. The security found me four hours later, blue and pale, unconscious, in a pool of my vomit.

I should've died that day. I thought as I walked to the edge of the building I was on. The breeze hit me full force causing my weak, beat up state to stumble a little. So i leaned on a nearby wall.

I closed my eyes as I recalled the last straw, the incident that hurt more than death ever could. That evening I was with my best friend.

He didn't know this but I was head over heels for him. If he said jump I'll say how high. He was my rock at the beginning of the year. We met when he saved me from Cassy and her minions when they first started tormenting me.

And since then we've been best friends ever since. We were eating lunch under the big apple tree on school campus. It was in the back of the school library so no one ever comes here besides us.

I was helping him with his math homework when he suddenly put his hand under my chin and lifted my face towards his.

I blushed but before I could say anything, he kissed me.
He took me to his house afterwards and that evening I lost my virginity to my best friend. Or so I thought.

The next morning I was greeted at school with pictures of me naked all over the school walls. I heard something playing in the theater room. I busted open the theater doors and stood there frozen.

It was an audio of me moaning. I was suddenly aware of all the stares, all the whispers, all the laughter. My world froze, the only person who could've done this was- no.

No no no he couldn't have, I frickin trusted him, we're best friends he couldn't.  No he wouldn't. He promised that no one would know, th-that that this would stay between us.

My throat hurt my eyes burned for how much tears I wanted to cry. He did this didn't he. I started hyperventilating as I made my way to the gym, where I knew he would be.

I busted through the gym doors and when I spotted him, I snapped. 'How could you! You were my best friend, I trusted you!' I screamed hoarsely as tears started racing down my face.

I started stomping towards him but before I reached him. Someone slapped me. I looked up to see the one and only Cassy. 'You really thought you had a chance huh?' Her minions started surrounding me.

'If everyone in this school hates you what made you think he was any different, huh?' She said slapping me again. I held my cheek and looked down as I felt a sharp sting. She chuckles dryly.

'You thought you were special! Well newsflash fatass, it was all fake.' She grinned and then continued. 'You and him will never happen because he's my brother and he hates you just as much as everybody else does!' She screamed with a smug look.

I twisted my neck sideways to look up at him. My eyes full of betrayal and pain. For a moment I saw a flash of regret on his face but it went as quick as it came.

He laughed and proceeded to tell them how I moan like a monkey. 'Oh and I didn't pull out so she's probably pregnant.' He said that like he was talking about the weather.

Cassy sharply turned to him. 'What the hell were you thinking, you weren't supposed to get her pregnant!' She yelled throwing her arms around but stopped as she turned to me with a creepy smile.

'Orr we could just beat the baby out of her.' Laughing along, her minions agreed. He shrugged 'Do whatever.' I put my head back down, my hair creating a curtain around my face.

'I thought you were my best friend.' I said my voice cracking and defeated He scoffed. 'You were just a challenge to me and you were a virgin, hadn't popped a cherry in a while.' He said smirking.

I finally gave up at that moment. I was so numb that while Cassy and her minions were beating me in the corner, I couldn't feel a thing. My mind still processing the fact that my 'bestfriend' betrayed me.

That was more than sixteen hours ago and since the I've been up here. Leaning my battered body on the ice cold wall. I put my finger on my busted lips, they healed quite fast.

I raised my hand to touch the dry blood on my left eyebrow. I raised my hand higher to touch where the dried blood is on my head but winced as my probably broken ribs won't allow me.

I got up off the wall to look down at the city below. Standing in silence for a moment before I let myself fall off.

It felt like the wind was lifting me up, but in reality letting me fall. A false sense of security, just like he was. Butterflies in my stomach as I fell, just like how it'll  feel when I fell even more in love with him.

I'm about to meet ground soon. It's about to crush and kill me. Crush my soul, my bones, heart and make me numb forever, just like he did. But at least this time I'm aware.