SIDNAAZ FF MINE FOREVER (COMPLETED)

Revealing the truth

Sidharth was restless after debate with Mom. He never denied her words. Par mohbaat itni hai Shehnaaz se aaj usne mom se aise baat ki.
" Kyu, Kyu tum itni yaad aati jab tmhra Asli chehra jaanta hu mai" Sidharth thought
His eyes went on the study table and found his dairy. He used to write small shayaris thinking about her to vent his feelings when he was all alone.
He took the pen and went down to lane of sorrow, love, pain mixed emotions.

Tujhse Dil Ki YeH Kaisi Judaai Hai,
Jo Tu Naa Ho ToH Sirf Tanhaai Hai..!!

Naa Guzarte Din, Naa Kat-ti RaateiN,
Har Lamhe MeiN Betaabi Chaai Hai..!!

Tum Bin Kho Gayi Saari ManzileiN,
Mujh Se Har Khushi Sharmaai Hai..!!

KahaaN Dhoondu, Kaise PukaaruN,
Aa Jao Ke Jaan Par Ban Aayi Hai..!!

Yaad Hai Mujhe Bas Tera Hi Naam,
Bhulaa Di Maine Saari Khudaai Hai..!!

Karti Hai Yaad Meri Udaas Duniya,
Tere Saath Hi Zindagi Muskuraai Hai..!!

Door Reh Kar YouN Naa Sazaa Do,
Teri BaahoN MeiN Meri Rihaai Hai..!!

Mil Jaayenge Hum Ek Naa Ek Din,
Mohabbat Ne Kasam Khaayi Hai..!!

His eyes started flowing with hot tears.
Kyu? Akhir kyu uski chaahat hai jisne kabhi mere pyaar ki ehmiyat nhi samjhi. Angrily he threw the pen away and slept dreaming about Shehnaaz.

After a Week:

Sid was taking out the cartoon CDs when a packet fell down from the lower shelf. All the pictures & things fell down that were inside the packet, and scattered on the floor. Sid cursed under his breath and sat down to picked them up. Ansh laughed seeing his irritation, and moved forward to help him. Sid closed his eyes when his gaze fall over her pictures & the gifts she gifted him, they were memories of their past together which he had hide inside the closet but never got the courage to throw them away. Sid started picking up photographs when his eyes were struck on the photo of her mother & Sid.

"Mumma!" he exclaimed while examining the photograph closely to see if he had done any mistake in recognizing his mother. Sid look at him, he stare at him with wide eyes when he realized Ansh had called her mumma.

"Mumma? Ansh what are you saying?" Sid took the photo from his hand and saw the photo, It was their photo taken on the valentine's day.

" She is my mumma. Isn't she pretty? But you are also there, do you know my mumma?" Ansh asked him while Sid was too numb to react over anything. He picked Ansh in his arms, walking over the bed he made him stand on the bed.

"Ansh, Baby, are you sure that she is your mumma?" Sid asked him, he couldn't believe Ansh is her child, the woman he hates with passion.

"I know my mumma kullu, She is my mumma." Ansh told him while laughing. His laugh, it was familiar, it had the same affect on him like she used have. He realized, why he was seeing so many similarity between her & Ansh, it wasn't his illusion. It was reality. He was seeing her in Ansh because he was part of her but his family found Ansh exact copy of him. Is it possible that Ansh is his?

"Baby, Whats your age?" Sid questioned him, he held his breath while he gazed down at him, waiting for his reply. Ansh looked confused, wondering why his kullu was asking so many questions today.

"4 years & 5 months. You know I'll be 5 very soon." Ansh told him happily while Sid went numb, Sid hide his face in his palm as he sat on the bed. Ansh look at him, worried for him. Sid closed his eyes tightly as truth sinked in. She was pregnant when he left her, she was carrying his child inside her womb but never told him. She kept him away from the biggest happiness of his life, she kept him away from his own child.