oil stains - SEOKSOO .

III : SEOKMIN

MENTIONS OF SA/SH/S ATTEMPT.

He couldn't believe it. He met his ex after 2 whole years. He still the same, a condescending dick. He couldn't believe that Soonyoung, Seokmin almost barfed, his name tasted bitter in his mouth, was talking to him then and there.

" What do you want from me? " He tried staying calm, remembering that JISOO was in the car with him.

" Come on? Why won't you come back. Why'd you even leave?? I only tried to have sex with you. " Soonyoung replied.

" WITHOUT, my consent. " Seokmin snapped back.

" Wait without your what... " Jisoo looked at Seokmin.

" You said yes?? " Soonyoung replied.

" I WAS INTOXICATED DONT YOU GET IT? ITS PRACTICALLY SEXUAL ASSAULT, OR WORSE RAPE. " Seokmin finally broke down, Jisoo noticed.

" I'm going to ask you to take a step back. " Jisoo scolded Soonyoung.

The other scoffed. " I'd rather not. I'd like to talk to MY boyfriend if you will. "

" I TOLD YOU WE WERE OVER, WHY DONT YOU GET IT SOONYOUNG! " Seokmin was practically begging for Jisoo to leave. Taking the hint he rolled the window up and sped away.

" I'm sorry, Seokmin. I should've noticed the discomfort. " Jisoo apologized. Seokmin shook his head, looking at the window.

" No you shouldn't be sorry soo, I am. I'm sorry you had to witness that. " Seokmin sighed.

" No, No its fine! If you ever need me you have my number alright? We're at you place as well. " Jisoo replied. Seokmin has been tearing up the whole ride he didn't even notice he was home, although he did stare at the window the whole ride back.

" Welcome back Seok- " Hansol said, hugging his boyfriend, Chan. Looking at each other with a few facial expressions Hansol got up to go comfort his birthday twin.  " Seokmjn you okay? Did the guy Chan was talking about break your heart? Oh I swear if he did I will- " Hansol got cut off once again.

" He didn't break up... I just met... " And there he was, ending up in Hansol's arms whilst Chan rubbed his back.

" You saw him? " Seokmin nodded, both his roommate and boyfriend knew about the attempt, self-harm and sexual assault. They promised to stick by him no matter what happens.

" There there Seokmin... would you like me to cook you something to make you feel better? " He nodded.

Chan got up to go create something as Hansol was whispering how everything was going to be okay and how it won't happen again. His words went through one ear and out the other though, All he could think about was the past. The blood, The height, How high he was and How he ran. He ran until his legs couldn't do anything. He was far.

" -rth to Seokmin? Earth to Seokmin... are you back? " Chan asked. Since when was he there? was all Seokmin could think about. He nodded in a reply.

" Could you use your words so we know you're there Minnie? " Hansol asked, he sounded worried.

" Yeah, I'm here. Sorry... "

" It's alright Seokmin, Chans made you some soup. Tomato soup if that's alright? " Although it wasn't his favorite he could deal with it his friend did make it for him. He slowly drank the sound, venting to his friends.

" And that's about it. " Seokmin finished.

" Oh if I see him in the parlor I'm gonna beat his ass, what a dick! " Hansol yelled. Motioning his fists into a fighting position. You see, Hansol and Soonyoung used to be great friends until Seokmin and Soonyoung got together. He's been noticing things off during the relationship, after the honeymoon phase, noticing that Soonyoung made many excuses not to see Seokmin. Whenever Hansol worked at the parlor he'd always see Soonyoung talk to a particular customer, short hair, glasses and always a library-esk outfit. The person would always be reading a book or chatting to Soonyoung.

He'd figured it was a friend until a few months Seokmin was dating Soonyoung, he caught them kissing on a bench under the tree in a park, whilst on a walk with Seokmin. Panicked, he shoved Seokmin forward to countine walking although it didn't work. Seokmin noticed. He noticed Soonyoung right then and there. He didn't mention anything about it, until he was intoxicated at a university party hansol invited him to, as he was still in university while Seokmin had just graduated. Unfortunately for Seokmin, Soonyoung decided it was the best time to go for it not knowing he was drunk.

" Seokmin, come here. Follow me. " Soonyoung demanded, as Seokmin complied his world was distorted. All he could see were many different shapes and colors from an arrange of blue to pink.

" Seokmin. " Seokmin looked at where the noise was coming from. Next thing he knew he was pushed roughly against the wall.

" Get off me! " Seokmin mumbled threads of stops and no's, as Soonyoung kissed and bite his neck.

" He said get off. " The heft of Soonyoung left his body. Scrambling into a corner trying to stop himself from tearing up. He can't understand what happened but for all he knows it wasn't a good thing.

" Seokmin, get some rest okay? Chan will be able to tell the mart that you're off for the day if you aren't feeling well. " Hansol said.