I AM SORRY !!

You know when I am sad,

You know when I am happy,

But I am sorry I didn't know you cried every night.

You know my favorite color,

You know  my favorite ice cream flavor,

you also tell me how beautiful my brown eyes were,

But I am sorry I didn't even know your eyes were blue.

On my birthday you brought me a lot of greeting cards,

Once u even brought me a bracelet with my customized name on it,

But I am sorry I didn't even bother to do any of those or even hug you on your birthday.

You always praised me whenever I won,

And always told me you were proud of me,

You also helped me set up my dream plan,

But I am sorry I didn't even know you sing and wanted to be a singer.

You were always there when I needed you,

You were always there when I didn't need you,

But I am sorry I was never there for you when you needed me.

You always asked me if you were my best friend,

You always asked me do I even cared about you,

I always say yes but I know you know I never did,

But still, you were there for me.

After you left I didn't feel any pain or loneliness,

After you left I also made many new friends,

but none of them were like you.

Many months passed and I started feeling lonely,

Many months passed and I started feeling the pain,

Many months passed and then I realized I missed you.

I started recalling our wonderful past,

And also started recalling our awesome adventures,

And then i realized how much I missed you,

But this time I wanted you back.

I cry sometimes realizing

about how selfish and stupid I was,

I cry sometimes wishing time could be reversed,

And I would make everything right,

But I am sorry I couldn't make this right before.

I want you back Sam,

I want you back.

Hope you forgive me for my mistakes and be my friend again,

But I wanted to say,

I am sorry and will always be.