Don't Cry. (Denki Angst)

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Hello reader, This story is in the pov of Denki! Enjoy. <3
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I opened my eyes and Immediately wished I could glue them shut, as I glanced at my phone to check the time.

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   [6:30]

Huhhh?! I must've slept over the Alarm, I was supposed to be up by 6:00! I groan and get out of bed

I get dressed as fast as I can, which isn't fast. Then look at myself in the mirror for what seems like ages...

"Disgusting" It's sad, because it's the first word I think of when I see my reflection staring right back at me. 𝐞𝐰, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐬𝐨 𝐮𝐠𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐭.

Hair? Messy.

Outfit? Scrawny.

Face? A mess.

Self esteem? Low.

I sigh as I grab my bag and run out of my dorm.

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   [8:00]

Crap, I'm late! Tutorial starts at 7:50 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤.

I just keep walking trying to shut down that stupid voice in my head.

"Don't cry, I'm 16 assignments behind! I'm running late but...it's fine! Just don't cry!"

I make it to the classroom door and open it. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐣𝐮𝐝𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐬? 𝐍𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.

I glance at everyone's faces as they look at the door to see who just came in.

"𝕠𝕙, 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕙𝕚𝕞." "𝕖𝕨! 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥?" 𝕀 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕪" "𝕕𝕚𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣?"

Ofcourse I never heard them say that, but it's definitely what they were thinking.

"Denki!"

Crap, I zoned out.

"I've been calling your name for the past  minute, I said take a seat you're late." Mr Aizawa demanded.

"R-right, sorry!" I bow

The class start laughing. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜.

I quickly sit down in my seat, eyes glued to my desk.

"I want to talk to you after class" Mr Aizawa exclaimed.

He is just going to scold me, and remind me how much of a useless, stupid, irrelevant human I am and I deserve it.

"Okay" I mumble and open my book

        ✫10 minutes into the lesson✫

I don't even understand a thing he's on about, I can't even keep up with what he's saying. I look to my left and see everyone writing down notes, and nodding their heads as if they understand what he is saying, my leg starts to bounce up and down. 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐛? 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝? 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐭, 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐭, 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐭, 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐭, 𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐭-

"Hey dude, you okay?" Sero whispers to me

Crap. 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐅𝐢𝐱 𝐢𝐭. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐮𝐬.

"Yeah ofcourse bro, I'm great! No idea what Mr Aizawa is rambling on about though!" I 'joked'

"Pffttttt- typical kaminari! U had me worried for a sec dude! You looked almost Anxious?"

"Hahaha nooo way! Did I?? Crazyyyy!! Well never mind I'm good." Yeah typical me...dumb and stupid.

                      ♪{Bell rings}♪

"Okay, You are all dismissed, don't forget to read pages 20-26 you will be quizzed on it next lesson, Denki you stay behind."

Everyone leaves except me, except stupid old me. Because silly little me decided to wake up too late.

"This is the second time that you have been late to tutorial, is there something concerning that I should know about? I'm starting to worry about you..."

"Huuuuuuh, whaaaaat NO! I just... stayed up playing video games and lost track of time, Again!! I know, I know I shouldn't stay up playing video games on a school night, and I will never EVER do it again! Cross my heart and hope to die."

hopefully that will convince him enough.

Mr Aizawa sighs, "ofcourse you did, what did I tell you about playing video games? you're grades are below average! You should be revising, you coming into class early is really important because even missing the slightest bit of information is bad especially for you. I'll let it slide just this once. You are dismissed Denki.

"Thanks sir, you're the guy!"
I walk out the class.

Especially for you? Below average? I'm so pathetic, he didn't even bother sugar coating the fact that I'm so stupid, well, why would he? No one cares about my feelings. Why should they? I'm just the dumb kid at the back of the class thats just there to make jokes. The stupid class clown.

"Don't cry. He hurt My feelings...but! that's alright! he didn't know that I'm sensitive, at my breaking point. He's insensitive!...ughhh that's not the point. Just don't cry."

I sigh as I walk to the class living room

"OI, DUNCE FACE!"

"Yooo Bakugou" I smile as I walk towards him

"Lunch will be ready in a few minutes so don't go get comfortable in your dorm, I'm not gonna be screaming anyone's Goddamn name when it's ready! So...just stay close or don't close your door."

"I kind of feel sick, I might just skip lunch and come down for dinner" I won't come down for dinner

"Ehhhhh, whatever you say dunce face."

I leave and go into my dorm, I lied. I don't feel sick, I'm hungry, but I won't eat. No I can't eat. I won't allow myself to.

{920 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠▼・ᴥ・▼}