Don't Cry. (Denki Angst)

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 4☔︎

Heyyy reader, sorry It took so long for the next chapter, I didn't think people would want to read this😭 but this is for the little amount of people that actually like this story! Thank you for your support, this is going to be a VERY! VERY! LONGGG chapter!!!! (I didn't know if I should split it into 2 chapters but I wanted it to be one whole chapter for some reason) So get your snacks and get comfortable <3

Recap ➪

"𝚃𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙺𝚂 𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙰𝙰𝙰𝙰, 𝙸 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄!" 𝙸 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚟𝚒𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚑𝚞𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜. 𝙸 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚎𝚡𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚡𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍?

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I turn to look at my desk and cringe to the sight of the sushi, packet of crisps and fizzy drinks, Just a bunch of calories sitting on one table it's...just sitting there, tempting me, I want to eat it. I can eat it right? I've starved long enough...right? Just one bite won't hurt, right?

𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚝? 𝚒𝚜 𝙵𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝? 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚐𝚘 3 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐? "I'm so pathetic" 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚝. 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. "I should just kill myself"

My stomach hurts. The smell of the warm sushi hits my nose, B-but if I eat it...I'll be more fat... why do I have to be so ugly? I just...want to be..beutiful.

𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞.
𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚙𝚒𝚐, 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜.

they deserve to eat this, not me. Not a fat, ungrateful pig like me...they are suffering, why should I eat when they probably haven't eaten in days?

I didn't go to the rest of my lessons, because 'I was sick' I rested for a bit until the school day was over.

When I woke up, I decided to pack the food in a bag, so I could go and give it to the people in need, I needed to go out for a walk to clear my head anyway.

I put on a jacket and some black converses, I open my dorm door, as I walk out with the snacks, drinks and food In a plastic bag.

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[12:00 Am]

I walk through the class living room but then stop when I see a familiar figure.

"Todoroki?" I whispered, Just loud enough for him to hear me.

"Oh, Denki. what are you doing up at this time?" He questions with a plain expression on his face.

"I could be asking you the same thing!" I laughed