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Hyunlix pt2

 ⚠️TW mentioned Sexual Assault, abuse, and Self-harm ⚠️

   Felix entered the apartment gnawing at his lip. Towing his shoes off, he slid his slippers on.

   He pulled at his sleeves as he went to the living room.

   His boyfriend sat on the seemingly nervous.

    "Hyunjin...?" Felix whispered.

    The ravenet looked up quickly.

  "Lixie..."

    "I.. I'm sorry about yesterday... I didn't mean to go off on you like that..."

     Hyunjin pursed his lips and shook his head.

  "I... I um did some um research after I left last night, because I was confused. I have um a few contacts everywhere including where you lived before you moved here. I called them..." Hyunjin explained feeling guilty.

  "So you know?"

  "Do to confidentiality, she was only able to give be the fact that you and your family filed a restraining order against your ex when you were fifteen."

   Felix nodded.

   "You don't have to tell me and you shouldn't be sorry. I was the one who was insensitive... I am sorry." Hyunjin apologised.

   "I want to tell you." Felix said.

    "Only if you are ready."

   "I am."

    Hyunjin nodded and watched as Felix sat next to him.

     "When uhm... When I was fourteen I got into a relationship with and older guy he was seventeen, I was pretty naive when it came to relationships, it was my first one... I thought it was normal everything that happened between the two of us. I thought, this is what a relationship is.

      It started small. He got me to stay away from Jisung and Seungmin who were my only two friends. Then, he managed to get me to isolate myself from my family..." Felix paused and looked at his hands playing with the rings Hyunjin had given him.

     Hyunjin interlaced their hands trying to reassure Felix.

  "At school, I only hung out with him, he wouldn't let me talk to anyone else... Once he saw me talking to a guy from my class. When we got to his house, he was upset and kept asking me if I was cheating.

   He snapped after I said I wasn't... The force was so hard it knocked me to the ground... I had a bruise around my eye and on my cheek... It just escalated from there and I just thought it was normal..." Felix took a deep breath trying to not cry.

   "Two months into our relationship I was fifteen the night of my birthday I spent with him. I knew that this wasn't normal... He pushed and pushed until..."

   "Felix..."

    Felix started to cry and scratch at his arm with his free hand.

   "My older sister found out the very night it happened, I came home and was a wreck. She found out what he did to me and what I did myself. I had never seen her so angry. I thought she was angry with me, but she wasn't.

   She called the police and she called Jisung and Seungmin because she knew that they were worried about me. It all felt like a blur. We got a restraining order, but no legal action was taken against him because of his parents." Felix said.

   Hyunjin held both of Felixs' hands rubbing soothing circles on them.

  "This has been my first relationship since then..."

   Felix was slightly surprised when he felt Hyunjin pull him into a hug.

  "I am sorry about what happened to you... I'm sorry about what I said to you..." Hyunjin whispered.

   Felix just held the older tighter.

   "I love you Jinnie and it is a bit scary, but I want to be open with you, when it comes to my past..."

   Hyunjin pulled away from the smaller and pressed a light kiss on Felix's lips.

  "I love you and we will go as slow as you need, I promise." Hyunjin said.

Felix smiled and kissed him.

   "Thank you so much."

   "Wanna watch a movie and cuddle?" Hyunjin asked.

   "Yeah, let me just change."

    Hyunjin nodded and kissed him gently.

    Felix let out a breath and stood up.

    At least we are okay.

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  A little of Felixs' backstory. Next chapter I think is going to be a Seungin chapter <3