𝐕𝐨𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐞 2:𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐂 (𝐕𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐱 𝐒𝐌𝐑)

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Hi guys 🙂

So basically I'm not updating much this days and my stories are mostly angst this days so I'm here to tell you why.I'm actually feeling down lately,I know I sounds like an attention seeker but I really wanted to share whatever is in my heart right now so please don't be annoyed.

So basically I'm still a student and you know since my parents are a bit strict they forbid me for putting my ass on a relationship yet,so this was a bit out of the blue but my crush finally confess to me............That went well if I don't rejected him😔

I actually always making excuses to see him but now that I have his attention I suddenly blurted out 'sorry' to him,I wanted to say yes actually but my I can't forgive myself also if my parents are going to be disappointed.Trust me my family was lovely and they all sweet to me but they wanted my focus on my studies first so I really can't help but to feel guilty if I disobey them.

So here is the thrill,I rejected him and he suddenly ignore me but guess what.... I'm a little taken back  few days after my rejection, my friend is his sister's friend also and he send me some pictures of text or mostly chat that they having a bet on me.

I'm really really angry at first but relief that my choice is not bad after all,but hey every human would be hurt if you just know that the person you admire so far was just playing with you.

I feel like overthinking and I can't help but to get distracted on my works and even my studies,I try to tell this to my friends but they would just brush that off not wanting to comment anything because they most likely scared to him?He was the principals son so yeah

Toxic people

Sorry for bothering you my lovely readers but I hope you give me a bit comfort, I'm scared to let out my emotions on the real life presence so I'm writing it down now.

Please forgive me to this and wait up for the next update ❤️