Sin (Synyster Gates Love Story)

Chapter Sixteen

The week we had left, had gone by quickly. Brian and barley spoke to each other the whole time. I'd ignore him, because he hadden talked to his wife yet. He hasn't told her about me. And I don't think he was going to.

It was the last show and we were in LA. An hour from Huntington Beach and Long Beach, our home town. They were playing at the Staple Center. It was their first time at the biggest arena in California, so of course, their girlfriends and wives were coming. Even Brian's.

"Zacky behave himself?" Brandy, Zacky's girlfriend, asked me while I was setting up his guitars.

I nodded my head, "He did, some of the other didn't thought."

"Figures." She laughed, "Johnny as a name for himself going into strip clubs."

I slightly laughed, not thinking much of Johnny, but Brian.

She stayed and chatted with me for a little while, but out of no where, I felt sick. And I didn't understand why.

I ran off to the nearest bathroom and puked my guts up.

If there wasn't anything I hated more, then being used by a guy, it was puking.

After a while, I started to feel better, so I went back and finished setting things up. Once I was done, I hung out with Jason and Dan.

As then time for them to go on got closer, the three of us did last minute things as the band warmed up. As I was hooking Zacky up, I glanced over at Dan hooking up Brian.

He looked at me and smiled sadly, then looked at his wife walking up to him.

I didn't know what it was, but when k saw her, I instantly felt like I was about to puke again.

I ran off, again, puked, then came back.

"You feeling okay?" Matt asked me.

I nodded my head, "yeah I'm fine."

He gave me a funny look, but I went on to finish what I was doing.

Once the show was over, everyone were heading out bar hopping, then a huge after party, which I was invited to, but I really didnt feel much up for it.

I was ready to go home.

I had grabbed my stuff together and threw my bad over my shoulder, then head off the bus. I leaned against the bus and waited for Dan to pull around. I was very thankful, he was going to givem e a ride home before he started drinking with everyone.

"Hey, you're not going home yet, are you?" Brian asked me, popping around the bus.

I jumped and just looked at the end of the bus, waiting for her to come around behind him.

"Cyn, shes not behind me." He told me, knowing what I was thinking, "Shes not even coming to the after party."

I gave him a funny look, "Why not?"

"Shes mad at me, because I want to party with my friends instead of going home with her." He said after rolling his eyes, "So she went on home."

"Oh." I said looking down at the ground.

"So please, tell me your not going home already? I'd love to party with you one more time." He said with a smirk.

I shook my head, "I dont feel good Brian. I've already puked twice tonight."

"Then let me take you home." He said taking my hand, "I'll spend the night with you, one last time, till I figure things out."

I sighed. I really wanted to spend the night with him, just the two of us, but was it right?