POV: Javon meets you..

Javon meets you... part 14 (Javons POV)

*Javon's POV, a week later*
This cant be real. It has already been a week but I still feel empty inside. Her funeral is tomorrow. I cant belive it. She was just a kid. Just like me.
Jess: Javon, dinner!
Javon: I dont want to eat dinner. Im not hungry.
Jess: You have not eaten in like 3 days. How come you are not hungry?
Jaden: Javon just eat you food before you also die.
Jess: Dont say that!
Javon: Thats what I want to..
Jess: No Javon!
Javon: But yes. I want to die. So I can be with her.
I start to cry. So badly that I felt like I was going to puke soon. I have pictures of her all over in my room.
Jess: I will grab some chips for you then Javon.
Javon: I dont want.
Jess: Water?
Javon: No.
Jess: Chocolate? I got your favorite!
Javon: No.
Jess: Hmm, do you want.. tacos? Come on, you cant say no!
Javon: Mom... No.
Jess: Ugh, Javon please, im worried.
Javon: Mom im fine, but wait until after tomorrow. Maybe im feeling better then...
Jess: Okay, I will leave you alone. Love you.
Javon: Love you.
   Im feeling like im dead. I dont want to live without her, its not fair! Who is knocking on my door?
Javon: Come in?
Jaden: Hi bro, how are you?
Javon: I dont know. You?
Jaden: I have to tell you something....
Javon: What?
Jaden: Please dont be mad but... Im back with Ava.
Javon: WHAT?
Jaden: Yeah.
Javon: But she cheated.
Jaden: I know... but she said she was sorry.
Javon: Bro, just be careful with her. Now can I please be alone?
Jaden: Sure.

*The next day*
   Omg I cant belive it is the day of funeral... I am not ready. I have my black suit on, and I remember that her favorite flower was white roses. So I bought a bouquet for her.
Jess: Javon? Are you coming?
Javon: Yh.
Jess: Cheer up buddy.
Javon: Nah im fine thank you.
Jess: Dont be rude.
Javon: Sorry.
Jayla: Do I look okay?
Javon: You look good.
Jaden: You shine sis!
Jayla: Thanks.
Dj: Lets go guys.
   I go to the van. And I see everyone holding a bouquet of white roses, including Daelo. I can feel tears forming in my eyes.

*At the funeral*
Javon: Mom, I cant do it!
Jess: Javon... Do it for y/n! She would be so dissapointed if you did not come.
Javon: You are right.
   We all jump out of the van and dad is walking first.
Dj: Javon! Come here.
Javon: Yh?
Dj: I know it can be hard for you, but y/n's parents asked if you wanted to carry the coffin down to the grave?
Javon: I- I dont think I can...
Jaden: Javon you have to! Y/n would love that.
Javon: You are right. I will do it dad.
Dj: Great.
   I walk up to the curch and the first thing I see is    y/n's mother almost passing out because she was crying so much. As I saw her. I started crying too.
Jayla and Jaden: Come here Javon.
   We all hugged for a long time. I was sobbing and I think I heard Jayla cry too. Daelo started worrying because we all were crying.
Dj: Daelo it is okay!
Daelo: Oki.
Javon: I think we should go inside.
   We walked inside the church and in the middle of the room, it was a white coffin with a lot of flowers on top of it. There was also a picture of y/n beside the coffin. My legs started to get numb and I was crying much harder than I did before. I went to her, and placed my hand on the coffin. Then I kissed her. The last kiss ever.

Dj: Javon, are you okay?
Javon: Yes.
Dj: They are going to take her to her grave now.
Javon: Lets go then...
   We all went to her grave, her coffin was inside the big hole and there was a lot of people standing there.
Jess: Javon, you can go to her it is okay.
   I took one flower out of the bouquet and I let it fall slowly out of my hand and in to the grave. I started crying.

*An hour later*
Jayla: Javon, everyone has gone. We should go now.
Javon: You can wait for me in the car, I will be there soon.
   Jayla, Jaden, Daelo, mom and dad all left. There was no one left at the funeral. Only me. It was getting dark. I took the whole bouquet of flowers and  went to her. I sat down one of my knee's on the mud and placed the flowers on her grave.
Javon: I will miss you princess. You are always in my heart. I will never forget about you, and I will always come visit your grave. I love you Y/N.
   I kissed one flower that I had left, I placed it on top of her grave and then I left. I was crying. I will always cry for her. But I will stay strong and keep fighting for y/n. I love her.