Until I Found Her Again

Never, Until I Meet Her Again

Ganyu's pov:

It's been years, people kept on asking me stuffs like "Are you ever moving on?" or "Don't you get tired of waiting?" I always give them a No.

She was everything to me, she made me felt love, she made me felt different things I didn't felt before, but most importantly she changed my life. Meeting her was the best thing, but I sadly lost her in an accident that happened 5 years ago, she was just doing her daily commissions, when the enemies were harder to fight than usual, she sent a message to Katheryne for help, but Katheryne didn't sent anyone to help her, I don't even know if the message she sent was received. But when I saw her it was too late, she was covered in blood, really cold and pale, seeing her like that makes my heart ache. I was there holding her dead body.

When she died I blamed myself, I blamed myself for not going after her, I blamed myself for not knowing. People kept telling me it isn't my fault, but I think it is, if I just came after her we would have been here getting married and living a lovely life, but I didn't, I chose to rest after doing my commissions. I usually go after her when im done doing my commissions, but this time I felt more tired, so I decided to rest that time but I didn't know that when I was resting, my lover was there fighting for her life, she could have still been alive if I just went after her.

After she died I go to her grave and play a lovely music with the harp, but whenever I play it my heart just aches and tears drop from my eyes, but I had to stay strong, Keqing would have wanted me to be strong as well. But till now I still play her music using the harp after 5 years of her death.

She might be gone for long already, but she will be staying in my heart forever, I love her and her only. I will never fall in love again until I found her, the love of my life.