Jonas grips my hand tightly as we walk down the sidewalks of NewYork. I wanted to walk around today because the weather was beautiful outside but I didn't plan on doing it with Jonas, I was supposed to go out with Lila today but he said that he would go with me instead.
He only did that because he feels like I would go out to fool around with another man or that someone would try to mess with me. He's too possessive and it annoyed the shit out of me.
So instead of arguing with him, I just agreed. Lila didn't come with me anymore because she dislikes Jonas and Jonas dislikes her. I have no idea why but they hate each other's guts.
"Where do you wanna go now?" Jonas asks. I shrug.
"Maybe we should go to Starbucks for a drink" I say. He nods and grips my hand, pulling me across the street to Starbucks.
He order my favorite drink which is the grande and he got the same. We then continues walking around to different places.
Jonas wasn't always like this. He wasn't always an abusive, possessive and obsessed boyfriend. When I first met him, he was so sweet.
He was always making jokes with me, he always complimented me about my eyes or my smile, he even told me that I was special. That I was different from everyone else.
I was so happy when he asked me on a date. He Carried me to a beautiful beach where he had set up the most beautiful picnic ever. (Photo of the picnic above)
But he never showed me this side of him, not until a year after we started dating. He made me stop taking to all my male friends, he monitors all my social media's and he always wants to know where I am or where I'm going when he's not around.
He's hurt me multiple times but I still forgave him because I love him. Sometimes I wish I didnt love him so much. Sometimes I wish that I could just walk away from him and forget he even existed in my life.
After my mom died, he helped me and that's what made me love him even more. She was the only family I had left and she died after a drunk driver hit her car on a Friday night.
I cry every time I think of her and he hold me in his arms and calms me down. I just wish he wasn't such a psychopath sometimes.
"Raven!" Jonas snaps his fingers in front of my face. "I was calling you for that past couple minutes, are you ok?" He asked me in a concerned voice.
I nod my head. "Yeah, I was just thinking"
"About what?" He asks curiously.
I shake my head. "Nothing. It's nothing important" I say.
"Tell me what you were thinking about" and here comes him bossy side. The I wanna know everything about you side.
I sigh and look up at him. "I was thinking about my mother... i miss her"
He nods. "She's in a better place now. Anywhere is better that this shitty place we call earth" he says.
I giggle at him. "There's nothing wrong with earth. It's the humans that's the problem" I say.
"That too" he said. "We should get home, we've been out here for almost ten hours now." He says dramatically.
"It's not even that serious. We've only been out here for three hours, Jonas"
"Three hours too much" he said and I laugh.
"Whatever"
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This chapter is a little longer but not long enough so I'll try to make chapter three a little more longer than this one.
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