Wish I could go back ...

I miss you.

I'm trying to move on, I'm trying to be my own,
But it doesn't make me feel happy,
Days are flipping so fast look at me still feeling sleepy,
I don't know why?
Yesterday I tried to write a new chapter,
Can't help but again, I got lost in that letter,
That you gave me last time,
When you were mine,
When will I feel normal again?
It's becoming tough to escape this pain,
When I turn on the tv,
I watch that same movie that you used to watch with me,
I strive to step on different steps,
But it hauls me back to you...
Can we take out the smoke, Can we breathe in the air,
Would you like to come back to me I guess it's not that late,
I am sorry that we both got hurt,
I'm here to confess to you, that I miss you so much,
I woke up this morning dreaming about you,
Even when I don't think of you,
Is it my subconscious mind that can get you out of my sight,
I don't know what it's like to feel alright,
Cause your glimpse ride like a roller -coaster,
Look at me I'm never growing older,
Every time I try to read a new chapter,
But how can I stop myself from getting lost in your letter,
God, they all are still close to my heart,
Why past always has to hurt so much
Try to step out still searching for your eyes,
I feel like a trapped butterfly without you even if  I can fly,
It's fading outside, it's fading outside,
And I wish you were here, you were here,
It's getting colder, it's getting colder,
And I wish your warmth was here,
I know love is the worst fiction,
Didn't know when you became my addiction,
If I told you we can drive that same ole' road again,
If you reach early by tomorrow we still have a chance to begin,
Would you like to come back to me I guess it's not that late,
I swear this time we won't hurt each other
I'm here to confess to you, that I miss you so much...

-Sash...