Just A Hopeless Romantic

Why Did You Lie?

just don't understand it. Why would someone say They love someone if they don't mean every bit of it?
People say hate is a strong word, but so is Love. Love can be equally as strong as hate, if not stronger; So why do people misuse it more than they do hate?
Do not overuse the words, especially when you know how seriously someone takes them.
If you tell someone you love them when you never did in the first place, you'll make them forever question if those words are true, coming from anyone.
They will lose so much trust from you; They will always remember how you used their own love against them. Alas, they would....Alas, they...Alas...-

"Y/N!" Suddenly I see someone staring at me, seeming very concerned.
"Are you all right?" My friend asks, concerned and confused
.
"Yea, I just zoned out a bit, that's all-" I start before He cuts me off,
"You were thinking about ______ again, weren't you? He's a jerk! They've hurt you so many times!! Fuck them! Not literally though-"

I interrupt them as they start lecturing me, "Hey, you dunno that! And he hasn't hurt me...
really....well not intentionally anyway....I hope- and ew gross stop that- I WOULD HOPE NOT LITERALLY?"

We start laughing though they were right, all I can think about is that person. I just....I wanna be angry, but all I feel is sadness, regret, remorse...I feel bad that they'll never understand how much I love and care for them, even though I continuously try my best to make it known to them.
Hopefully one day they will realize, However, I worry that when that day comes it will be to late. They will eventually push me away completely, there's no doubt. So, If they read this, I'm sorry, and I love you.