Dear Diary
My name is Claire waters and today my life ended and I'm not being dramatic. My boyfriend lucas Scott broke up with me today, we had been dating for 5 years and as of today it was our 5th anniversary, see in those 5 years it took lucas 1 year to realise he's gay, he was really good at hiding it but their were a few slip ups, I knew on our 1 year anniversary that something was different and wrong I just didn't think he was gay, yet he still continued to date me and make me fall in love with him the dick.
It all happened a month ago when clay daniles moved to our school, see I'm normally a really nice person not really the bully people see me as but seeing the way lucas looked at clay made me go insane I guess love really does make you crazy all the stuff and things I said and did clay made me feel awful he didn't deserve that but I just had to drive a wedge between them somehow and that's all I could think of.
He's a sweet guy kind of true nice people don't sleep with people's boyfriends, speaking of sex I get blamed for lucas getting me pregnant but as I said before he was really could at hiding the gayness I mean half the time he pressured me into sex to hide the gay I guess now here I am rasing a child with my ex, who I still love, and his new boyfriend lives great I have to say(kiddig).
I almost forgot to say how I found out he was gay no not by him telling me and breaking up with me no on the night of out 5th anniversary I had set the date up we were going to do it at the beach a nice picnic with a laptop to watch his favourite movie and everything but he didn't show up so I went looking for him in his spot in the woods, were he said he'd take me and only me on our 3rd anniversary, I found him making out with clay with OUR song in the back ground.
OUR SONG
Yet I'm in the wrong for finally snapping and attacking them I barley broke skin man, I don't even care he's gay it's the fact that he chose to lie to me and cheat on me instead of just mannig up and breaking up with me no he has to to countinue to date me for 4 more years then have the cheek to call me crazy when I get mad about him lying to me.
But I guess that makes me the villain or more known as the mega bitch [anyone who got that refence I love you]
but anyway,
Peace out from
The evil bitch
