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🍰BangChan - 2

at the end of the concert night ; backstage
BangChan's pov :
why i said those words? was i out of my mind? shit... it's so embarrassing. Chris..you acted like that for no reason. Shit.. I don't know what i was thinking.

"chan?!" you called him from across the room as you were walking towards him. He looked at you and turned his head away to hide his tears.

" chan? are you.. okay?" you said as you saw him trying to control his tears. He looked at you and noded with a smile.

flashback :
"do you guys ever thought about how i feel huh? you both always leave me home alone, always busy in work! i have done everything myself and never even mentioned anything...and now you suddenly want to take decision for me?? "
- you said to your parents as you cried. you wanted to go to US for further studies but your parents thought you should study in your hometown cuz  you were just 17 . you couldn't control your anger that moment and let out at once.

you went to chan's house at that time and told all the things! "do you also think i acted immaturely?" you asked him tears in your eyes. He tilted his head and held your hands between his.
" how can you even be immature? you literally have been doing all the things on your own since 12! Y/n, I believe in you"

he gave you the courage for flying in the free sky or else you would have been at the same place feeling pathetic about your life.

flashback ends -

"but you're here? what a surprise!! " - he said still faking his smile. You realised as you were away from him, he grew up but he never changed. The teenager chan also used to regret sharing his emotions and i guess the grown up chan is also...

" surprise? i think i'm more surprised. Mr. Christopher BangChan shared his emotions out loud on stage..wow!"

" you think it was too much? " - he said while scratching the back of his neck. Aah this guy! he regrets everything which he doesn't do as plan~ but that's too normal for a human being as our emotions overpower our actions most of the time, right?

" Not at all silly! you literally looked so grown while saying those words. I knew you also had hard time, though you never told me...i always knew. Chan! you did nothing to be awkward about ok?! I believe in you and I'm literally proud of you"

" oh my god~ who are you? where's my Y/n!" he said playfully and you slaped his arm for saying that. He literally takes things too seriously that sometimes it's hard to even say something...he always try to be the best and he is for sure.
He removed his makeup in artist room as you waited outside and changed his clothes to his usuals.

" wanna eat ramyeon at my place? " he asked fixing his hoodie.  You nodded. You both then made your way to his place.

                                                           
🤍song recommendation : Angel baby by Troye Sivan