warnings: suicide, true y/n!reader, a bit cringe, port mafia mentioned
― 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐙𝐘 𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄
▸ dazai loved suicide
▸ and that's what he was doing when he met you
▸ he jumped off the rooftop and landed
▸ right in front of you
▸ "oh my-" you said as you went closer to him
▸ "are you alright?" you held his hand in yours as tears brimmed in your eyes
▸ the brunette awkwardly looked at you
▸ he hadn't expected to meet anyone when he was on a way to suicide
▸ and he just happened to land in front of the prettiest person he had laid his eyes on
▸ "should i call-"
▸ before you could continue, he moved and he let out a groan
▸ and in a blink of an eye, he held your hands
▸ eyes sparkling and a blush present on his cheeks
▸ "hello, gorgeous!"
▸ "umm, hello?" you answered still confused
▸ "i am dazai osamu!" he introduced himself and continued:
▸ "would you like to commit a double suicide with me?"
▸ hearing the brunette's offer you were shocked
▸ "why..." you continued holding his hands, "would you want to die?"
▸ almost as if life had gotten sucked out of his body, the smile on his face disappeared and he held a blank look in his eyes
▸ if you weren't so focused on his answer, his sudden change would've scared you
▸ "then tell me, is there anything in this life worth living for?"
▸ "mhmm!" you nodded your head happily making him gain back his usual demeanour
▸ "i live for myself!"
▸ well your answer certainly stunned him before a desolate smile took place on his face
▸ "then what should i live for?"
▸ "if you don't have anything to live for, live for me!" you went closer to him
▸ deciding to be friends with him you introduced yourself
▸ "i'm [l/n] [y/n], you can call me whatever you like and i'm the person you have to live for"
▸ oh what a kind soul you were
▸ dazai thought to himself
▸ and that's how your friendship with dazai started
▸ you didn't know much about him
▸ but he knew pretty much everything about you
▸ being someone from the port mafia, especially a higher up certainly had its perks
▸ who you met, for how long you met, where you met, where you lived, everything
▸ he knew everything
▸ and he still pretended to be a lonely lost boy in front of you to gain your attention
▸ your attention was something he craved
▸ and he wasn't willing to share it with anyone
▸ whenever you paid attention to someone he made it his duty to discard them
▸ of course, he wouldn't kill people unless absolutely necessary
▸ after all, you were smart and you might connect the dots that he covered so meticulously
▸ never let his affection go beyond your personal preference
▸ he respects you
▸ but that doesn't mean he won't go against others
▸ well, you did say some affectionate words for him, right?
▸ live for me, you said
▸ now take responsibility
▸ forever
▸ because dazai's never leaving you
character: dazai osamu
anime name: bungou stray dogs
requested: lyzxnder
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