why did i get married?

things are starting to change

Amy was starting to get beaten by the husband, but not too often. he beats her when she was doing everything he was telling her to do.like go clean my shoes and go bring me the towel. those are the lady's work but Amy was so busy to do what he ask for but she try her best to give him everything he wants. if she is late giving him what he wants, he will yell at her or even slap somewhere on her body. Good thing about Channy is that if he saw her feeling hurt and crying, he can comfort her by apologizing to her and talking to her about their pasts and how they first met. Channy is a very nice guy, but he was born to be mad because he almost died when he was born.

they both go out to town to buy foods and stuff, and people can easily tell that they're married. they hold hands and they laugh on their way in the store. that is the question..why did i talk about me but i change my name in the story. those days was fun but these are also fun and difficult for me to catch what he is been thinking.

one night it was raining and i told him that i want to eat i am so hungry. so he said," do you want me to eat with you or why don't wait until the rain stops so both of us will eat together." so i told him that i'll just wait until he finish doing what he is been doing. he was busy fixing our laptop. after a few minutes i began to feel so hungry, then i kicked him to hurry up. he told me to wait but i was so hungry. then i stand up and open the door, the wind blew in and made the instruments fall down from the table. he looked at me and i can easily see that he will do something to me that night. he stands up and pushed me to the wall and start telling me things that are so bad and he even told me in the face that he regrets marrying me if i am a stubborn person. he said that if he knew he will not come and ask for my hand in marriage.

after listening to what he said to me i always cry if it comes to my mind again. i really don't understand how he can say such a thing like that. some ideas came into my mind that day. i start to think that he doesn't love me anymore. i also think that maybe he already found someone better than me. all i think was that maybe he will make a divorce because things are changing, and i feel too much in heart and i want it to stop.