"its you its always you"-Oliver xRegie

Met a lot of people but nobody feels like you

Regie's POV:
I fucked up. I fucked up. You know what I'll get over it right? It's just a boy. What is so special about him? Nothing he's just a player. No he's... he's... more than that. But what about him is special? Oliver is my best friend nothing more right? Oli won't even look me in the eye was it because of the kiss? I heard my door knock. "Regie you in there? " I heard Darren's voice. "Y-yeah" my voice sounded like shit. It was cracking and high pitched almost. "Can I come in?" Darren asked. I don't want him to come in. I mean if you took one glance at me you would know I have been crying all night. "Yeah b-but I look like s-shit" I said as my voice still cracking. I heard my door unlock. " Hey you alright? I just wanted to check on you. You haven't came out of your room all day, you won't even eat anymore "Darren said with a worried face. As Darren got closer to me I searched his face for an reaction and all I say on Darren's face was pity. " R-reg bro" please don't call me that. "Reg" That was Oli's nickname for me.. "What happened to you, you look like-" " shit I know" I said cutting of Darren's words. Darren sat besides me. Darren's not very good with words all he simply could do was hug me. I was odd getting a hug from Darren. But it oddly felt nice like a big teddy bear hugging you. Just saying that made me want to cry again. "I don't know what happened but I-i can listen I know I'm not good with words but I can listen" Darren says with the same pitiful face. Should I tell him? Can I trust him? Before I could even make that decision my mouth opened and started moving. " Darren I like someone and I-i don't know what to do I-i feel like shit every time I replay the conversations in my head and and-" "REGIE! " Darren yelled. Fuck I didn't realize that I just started venting to Darren. "Sorry" I said. "Ok now that your calmed down let me see if I can help you, ok? " Darren said. I nodded my head. "Ok I know this might sound fucked up but if you feel bad about this person, go find a new person that can make you feel happier" Darren said. But I can't just leave Oli like that can I? I still love him I think. "Ok" I said.