Parker Amiyah Kennedy
"pwarker! Pwarker!"
I woke up to my nephew Landon hitting my face. I kissed his fat lil cheeks as I stepped out the bed. I held out my hand to him as we walked towards the kitchen.
I covered Landons eyes as we walked past the living room where my older sister was giving head to her latest boy toy. I rolled my eyes at the man as we made contact. He glanced over my body then winked. I shivered and flicked him off. Fucking Pervert.
" you want cereal or muffins? " I asked this lil boy who was so picky. I mean he would eat the same stuff over and over again. Landon pointed at the muffins and shook his head. I grabbed the pack, opened it up, and slipped it in the microwave for about 10 seconds. I sat it on his table & poured him a cup of OJ.
"Thank you." he says eating his food. I smile. This boy is my life; I live for him.
I stop smiling when my sister Amaria walks in, fixing her shirt. She goes to pick up landon who cries and reaches for me. I grabbed him. " Its okay baby. That's mommy. Its ok." I comfort him.
Looking at Amaria, you wouldn't be able to tell that she was once the most beautiful, brightest girl I knew. Alot has changed since Landon's dad passed. She lost her way and I'm all she has now so I try to help out but its hard to do.
" why doesn't my baby love me? He hates me. Omg. " she breaks down in tears. I rubbed her back and Landon's as they both wail together.
" Get tf off me! You turned him against me. He's my son!" Amaria snatches him out of my hands and walks to the back. I huff and slide down to the floor. I swear I try to be supportive but I can't take this for too much longer.
I sit there for ten minutes. I get up, walking to Amaria's room. I notice she's passed out on the bed while Landon is sitting on the floor facing the wall. I bawl up my fist, trying not to beat her ass.
"Cmon baby boy." I pick Landon up and wipe his tearstained cheeks. I take him into my room and get him ready for daycare.
I look at the clock. 6:45. Damn. Now imma be late.
I hurry up and dress. I take the spiral rods outta my hair and let them fall. Grabbing my bag and landons bag, I run to my car. I go back inside to get him . Amaria is holding him and kissing his cheeks, apologizing over and over again. I tear up as I watch her weep. I step into the room
" I love you ria." I say as she hands landon over. She nods her head solemly as I walk out.
" love you ...." she whispers but I hear her. I sigh deeply.
I wish things were the way they use to be.
