Warning: Bad words mentioned.
It been two years, I am still dating Jess. But it was not the time like I used to have.
Distance grew between us. I don't see her, some days. Sometimes, I miss her. I feel lonely again.
I went back with drinking with my buddies but no flirting.
Friend 1: You know, sometimes.... Long-distance relationships doesn't work out at usual.
Friend 2: You might not know what they are doing in their trips. They might cheat behind your back.
Kj: Just shut up, you two. I know my Jess. She won't do anything like this.
Sometimes, I think that my friends might be right.
Even tho, I trust my Jess. And I only know her.
Days went by, Jess had to go for a important meeting with her coworkers. So, this will be a longer distance from her.
I had to live days and night without her.
Until one day, there was a new girl in my work place. She was attractive but I couldn't stop thinking about my Jess.
Her name was May, a new manager of sales department which is also my goal. She was very nice to her coworkers and she was like one of us.
From what I learn about is that, she is a bi and a FUCKING PLAYER.
She is like a tamer, taming whoever she wants. She fucked more than 50 people. Like WHAT THE FUCK, 50 PEOPLE?!?
I had stay away from this snake, or else, it will affect my relationship with Jess.
And as excepted, Jess was back from her meeting.
As soon as I saw her, I ran to her and hugged her.
Kj: I missed you!
Jess: I missed you too!
It look like she is having her vacation and came back to spend it with me. Everything is back to normal.
Until one day, something unexpected happen.
Kj: Jess, wait, let me explain.
Jess: I don't want to hear anything. I just hate you.
Kj: It was just a accident. She forced me. It's not my fault. Please listen to me.
Jess: Leave me alone. I HATE YOU!
Kj: I can't live without you. Please, don't leave me.
Jess: I TRUSTED YOU, AND NOW, THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME!?! WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME? I AIN'T NO FUCKING MACHINE FOR LESBIANS!
Kj: Babe, PLEASE JUST LISTEN TO ME!
Jess: NEVER!!!
She ran down the stairs, without a stop. I tried to get her. But I fell at my limit.
I called and sent voice mails, but no response. I worried and got drunk.
I thought that I will never find her. I thought that I will never find my true lover.
I miss her.
"Sometimes drunken mistakes are wrong takes of your life including you and your lover"
~Kj
