I'm really sorry it's been so long i completely forgot about it:P
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The whole walk home my thoughts were trained on Nathan and that magical kiss. I softly press my fingertips to my lips where his had been just moments before and a huge grin spread across my face. I was ecstatic. I wanted to shout it from the rooftops how happy I was. Then realisation hit me like a ton of bricks. He's my teacher. If this gets out it could be really bad. I made the conscious decision not to tell anyone about what happened , not even Tom.
To say my feelings confused me was an understatement. I honestly had no idea how I felt about Tom or Nathan. I kissed Nathan. He was my first kiss so obviously that ment a lot to me. Us girls , we remember stuff like this for a hell of a long time. The beeping of my phone snapped me out of the daze I was in.
"Hey Call come over to mine have to tell you something:-)xx Tom"
I shoved my phone into my pocket and began my walk to Tom's. How I managed to get there I will never know. I was still in a complete daze over the incident at the school. When i reached Tom's house I shook my head in a desperate attempt to clear it.
"Hey," Tom chirped as he answered the door. "Come up," he called as he climbed up the creaky staircase leading to his bedroom. "So what did you want to tell me?" I ask as I fling myself onto his bed tired from my walk home. "So you know that girl , Kelsey , in our music class who's my duet partner?" He asked. "Yessss," I say gesturing for him to continue. "Well I kind if asked her out and now she's my girlfriend," he says smiling waiting for my response. Ow. What the hell is this feeling in the pit of my stomach. I only ate two hours ago I can't be hungry..... Crap!! It's jealousy. Oh my god I'm jealous! I'm jealous of Kelsey for dating my best friend who until now I never realised I had feelings for! Wait oh god I have feelings for Tom ... And I just kissed my Music teacher! This is all to much. I pressed my palms to my forehead in a desperate attempt to ease the throbbing pain of my over thinking. "Ehh wow Tom I eh , I'm really happy for you," I say forcing myself to look at him and give him a weak smile. "I ehm , I'm really not feeling to good I'm gonna head home," I stammer out fumbling for my bag. "I'll ring you later , I'm really happy for you Tom."
I get up and run. Run out the door and down the street to my house. I lock myself in my room and crawl into bed , pulling the covers over my head. I feel a single tear fall down my cheek as I drift into a deep sleep.
