Nadia pov
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Mattia has been sleep for the past 30 minutes. He was sleep when the doctors came in. Just thinking of him made me want to look at him.
So I turn my head to see him in a cold sweat, mumbling something under his breath. I watch as he face scrunches up to a face a fear. Mattia the scared like someone is killing him in his sleep.
" NADIA " I was all I heard before I seen mattia shoot up. I look at him like he's crazy for screaming my name. I just stare at him for second to see him looking at my chart at the end of the bed.
" So we still have the baby " he said Letting out sigh of relief. I look at him like he's insane. Ofc we still have the baby. I get why he would thing we didn't but I mean I was only bleeding cause of the stress my " mother " and the universe has put in me.
Soon the nurses come rushing because mattias stupid ass fucking screamed. They looked as if they were gonna lose there jobs if I wasn't okay. " Are you okay Ms.Rome" a small Petite brown skin girl asked. " I'm fine, He was just having a dream" I said looking at the nurses in the room.
After they walk out. I looked to mattia, I really think I should have him put in a insane asylum.
Mattia pov
I was a dream a stupid fucking dream. I feel like that shit was to real to be a dream. I know I heard the doctor say she was gone. Her and my daughter, yes I think it's a girl even though Nadia's not really showing or far along enough to tell I just know.
" Are you fucking going insane?" Nadia said as she looked at me like an idiot. I mean I fucking hated the way she looked at me up loved how I knew she was okay . " I - I fuck" I said hearing myself stutter. Nadia then looked actually concerned. " I had a dream we lost our daughter" I said as I sat on the end of bed with my head down. I could feel her eyes burning into my skull.
It was silent before I heard her small giggles. She was fucking laughing at me, I almost lost my fucking mind and she just laughing at me. " Mattia you were sleep when the doctor came in" she said before looking at the needle in her arm for the IVF. ( I don't know what it's actually called ) " and hoe in the hell do you know it's a girl " she said throwing the blanket off her legs making her way to the bathroom. I got up to help her holding her lower back.
I felt her tense under my touch. It's good to know I'm not a total joke to her. " I was really scared Nadia " I said ina serious voice. She look up at my face I'm guessing to see if I was lying. He features sofend when she could see I was shitting my pants scared.
" Im sorry tia, I won't let myself stress again " Nadia said as she closed the bathroom door. I sat in the chair I was in before. I don't know what I'm feeling towards this girl but it needs to stop, I have Rose and Rose needs me. And I know this for a fact cause if I'm being honest she's a needy bitch.
Soon Nadia came out and sat next to me. " Mattia why do you think it's a girl " She said looking at me confuse. I chuckled a little before replying. " Because I trust my gut" I said looking her in her eyes. She just smiled shaking her head before pushing me lightly.
" What do you wanna name the baby?" She said rubbing her hand on her small bump. " I want a name that unisex , you know just in case I love the name for a boy and it turns out to be a boy " I nodded I respond to her. I've been really liking the name saint. It's something about that name the draws me in.
" Saint " I say looking at her, she thinks for second before smiling at me. I swear this girl has a million dollar smile she looks so beautiful smiling at me like that. " Why saint ? " She said playing with my fingers. I just look at her, I cant tell If she likes it or not . " because I've done a lot of fucked up shit in my life" I said placing my hand on her stomach.
" So you chose saint ?" She said looking like I didn't give her and answer. " She's gonna be the one thing that I do right in my life " I said placing my head lower to her stomach. " So the baby's gonna kinda be like your final saint " she said looking in my eye. I shook my head before kissing her stomach and repeating her word.
" Like my final saint" I said against her stomach
A/n : So y'all sees not dead, it was dream y'all please don't hate me 😬 and sorry if there's any typos I didn't review it. And how do y'all feel about Mattia and Nadia ? Sorry for late up dates I've been busy any ways love y'all bye babes 💋
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