Kakashi's UnSeen Side (Kakashi x Reader)

Never leaves ✧*.｡♡〃

Why does the sky feel so sad!? Why does it cry so hard!? Why is the land so sloppy!? It almost feels like the wet mud is pulling my feet in making me want to stop myself from running to the place I wanna reach. Why, why is the air Getting thick all of a sudden!? Is my vision going blur because of the mist or is it my tears!? My breath, I can't, I can't stop myslf from running though I can't breath. Stop y/n stop, plz stop u need air, ur losing control stop y/n, why, why, what is happening, I feel like there is one other y/n inside me. Who do I listen to!? What is happening!? What, what is this feel in my gut!? Why do I feel so alone all of a sudden!? My chest is getting heavier, Is it .... Is it.... It can't be. Stop y/n get urslf together, shut up y/n please please ........ Stfu.

She runs, runs so fast, she Knows Exactly where she is going but she just don't wanna believe it, she is panting, she cries is it the rain!? No, she knows it is her tear, she wipes it, it still won't, the tear just won't stop, she's confused, she knows, her heart tells her something dat shldnt hv happened her legs won't stop, it jus won't and there... she pauses, pauses at the sight of the most painful view she could ever see in her entire life, the most beautiful person ever. Her heart it stopped, she could feel her joints, she forgets to breath, she just can't move or breath or believe her own eyes but she knew it somewhere deep down dat it was inevitable. She's frozen, shes stuck, she can't accept it, it' was unbearable she feels nothing, the numbness in her heart the numbness in her soul the numbness in her body, it's all true and not a dream. Y/n, she just can't think, it's all blank and dark. Is it really true!?

She tries, she tries so hard to move ever Inch towards, for a fatherless 4 year old girl, who knows not what the world is, dis is not how it is supposed to be. The flow of blood feels chill but she keeping trying to move because, because she Knows she has to, she keeps trying inspite of all the numbness. She tries her hardest and she falls on her knees into the wet sloppy ground with tears falling down her cheeks, with hands not able to move to wipe tears with nothing in her chest but a tight feel and fear of losing the most precious person of her life she falls on her feet right next to her ...

Mom!? Why are your eyes close!? Are u asleep!? Mom, ma, wake up wake up don't lay down on the wet group u will catch a cold let's go home, I'll make u soup myself and I'll make sure I pour all my love into it. I'll prepare u a nice hot hot bath, I'll pour my heart into dat too. Mom, are u keeping ur eyes closed cus ur mad at me!? Okie I won't fight with u if ur late home ever again. Pinky swear. Or are u sorry again mommy!? It's okie you don't have to be sorry for leaving me home alone bcus of work, I knew ur bc w ur missions, I knew it's ur responsibility to protect the village I can understand mom, I am becoming 5 tomorrow I will be a big responsible girl, u can have my word I'll be at my best behavior. Get up mom, let's go home, let's go home, plz Mommy plz jus get up, open ur eyes, open em, ma please, please please mom. I will be a gud gal mom, mom.... I'll bake u cakes, I'll do the garden, I'll keep the house clean, I'll do all the chores, really really mom, but please jus ....

This never ending stream of tears. Reaching to hold her mom's cold hand, putting her head into her mom's chest she cries, cries even more hard. All y/n can see is her mom's pale face, this overwhelming flow of memories in her head. The fact she isn't able to accept dat was the last, dat she Could never ever feel those emotions ever again. Hugging her cold dead mother y/n has this flow of images in her head of her mother's smiling face. It hurts, it hurts so bad dat no words can describe it. Y/n passes out hugging her mother so tight, laying on the battlefield ground in the chillest weather, she feels the little warmth left in her mother's chest, dat which she knows she can never feel ever again. That was the last, but dat is gonna last FOREVER♡

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(Let's jus assume ur full name is y/n Satake, to relate with the Uchiha clan)

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Time skip - Academy Time

*Alarm goes*

A cute lil hand reaches the clock to turn it off. As she stretches the blanket exposes her face to the warm ray of sunlight dat passes through a smol gap uncovered by the curtain. She gets off of her bed folds her blanket right away and opens up the curtains letting the bright daylight illuminated her entire room. Too responsible for her age she prepared her bath and is all tidied up in mins. The girl cooks her own meals, yeah her very special scrambled eggs dat wic she eats nearly every mrng, and is off too the academy.

Y/n enters her room once again too look at her most precious person's face. With a soft smile on her face she kisses her mother's photo a pretty bye and says "I'll be at my best behavior mommy". Jus as she's about to leave the house, she opens the door and ...

A tall man kneels on his knees lookin' at y/n, face to face. Oh! Hey there, Y/n Sakata. Good morning!

Y/n startled, "Huh!? G'mrng Sir. Who could you be!?"

Oh! Ryt, I gotta introduce myself heh! a white long haired man strock the back of his head giving a half clumsy smile. I am Sakumo Hatake, a frnd of Aniko, ur mom y/n-Chan.

Ur frnds w mommy!? Do yk her!? She quite literally wanted to ask alot more.

Ofc I do, we were partners. Your mom was my best friend, and Wow! Your eyes, are just like Aniko y/n, he smiled softly patting her head. (Y/n innocently blinking) So, it is your 1st day of academy. Would you like me to take you there!?

Y/n confused, huh! If it is okie with you sir!

He stands up, puts his hand out towards her inviting her to hold it. Y/n hasn't felt so inviting and glad in a long tym now. She accepted it. They walked holding hands, this still feels different. Why am I suddenly walking with a stranger holding his hand like he's my daddy!? Even before she realises she's thinking so hard she notices they are at the memorial stone.

They stoped and Sakumo San kneels down beside her. He puts his hand on y/n shoulders, Y/n-Chan are you aware of this place!?

She nods slowly.

There is something I want you to remember y/n-Chan. You are too young to know your mom Aniko's deeds. She was an incredibly strong and powerful women. She was indeed the most powerful. Ur mom never once failed in the hope Hokage Sama, her camrades, the village ppl had on her. She always stood out. She was an incredibly Amazing person. Lookin' at ur eyes, and all I see is the very same eyes she had y/n chan, he smiled.

Y/n's eyes nearly filled w tears, she understood that so fluently, but she chose to swollow her tears. She just didn't feel like letting anyone see her cry.

Sakumo San continued with the thought y/n is Aniko's daughter. Nobody every really leaves y/n, nobody dies, a person's true death is only when they are forgotten, and I know for a fact Aniko will never ever leave. I have high hopes on you Y/n. I know you have it in u. You will succeed in every thing you put ur mind into, you will be kind and compassionate. You will help others, you will grow up to be a strong women who surpasses the Great Aniko herslf. No matter what happens, remember to always carry the "will of fire" inside ur chest y/n, dat wic we all cherish, dat wic Aniko believed. Lookin' straight into her eyes Sakumo San Said, make her proud y/n.

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Real end is when it no more remains in our hearts ♥️♥️

Thankyou so much for reading My 1st ever work! I greatly appreciate it💖