FATE • KTH

PART 13

When did I sleep? I don't know, probably after crying for hours, I might have slept early morning.

Standing up from the bed, I got ready for work, as I have nothing else to do in this apartment, earlier it was home, but now it's just an apartment.

I got out of the bedroom only after looking at her picture.
All I have to do is know more about him, destroyer of my life, murderer or my wife, killer of my happiness.

I have been searching about it for months,but I didn't find anything yet,but I must find him.

Getting inside the secret room attached to my cabin, I took out my laptop and went back to the informations I have stored about my unknown enemy.

Checking through the files sent by my assistant, I sighed.
Yes I'm tired but I can't stop here.

While I was searching for the file which contain some CCTV footages, I accidentally clicked someother folder, and what it showed gave my heart a clench.

How can I forget how happy I was when she sent this!

Photos which I cherished so much,are painful memories now.

I closed my eyes and leaned back on the chair  in which I'm sitting.

I thought about how I used to be in my university times,before meeting her.

I was a person who don't talk to anyone, don't care about what they think and never respected others existence.
I only talked to the ones I love and the one who cared for me.

If I was a cold person, then that's what the society made me.

I was bullied since my childhood, being an orphan was not something I chose, it was my fate but criticising me about that is something they chose.

I was so weak to overcome the criticisms and I ended up being a cold person who don't even smile.

If I cared about anyone, it was those children from the orphanage who had a beloved place in my heart, I used to visit them every month even if I was busy due to university things.

Thinking about them, first thing which rippled in my mind is how mi-ra  and I met.

3 years ago

I wasn't able to visit them this month as I'm having exams,so I decided to meet them after my exams finishes.
I did what I decided.

I arrived there with some cheap chocolates, it's not because I'm a cheapskate, I really wish to buy gifts for each of them but my salary which I receive from the part time job at the café wasn't even enough to pay for my study needs,house rent and bills.

Entering inside I saw the kids gathered around a girl who was probably 19-21 years old. She wore a dark blue shirt over a white tank top with the same dark blue jeans and she had a glass on with a warm twinkle.

I saw her giving them toys and chocolates,also I noticed how she was adoring them.

I moved to a corner and watched her activities which brought a smile on my face.
That's when one of the child saw me and ran towards me,which made other kids and that girl notice me.

She ran towards me and hugged me as she was my favorite child there and all others gathered around me including that girl.

As they had costly gifts and chocolates in their small hands I felt a bit uneasy to give them my ‘cheap chocolates’.
But they were looking at me with hopeful eyes as I always brought those chocolates with me.

Even if I was embarrassed to take out the cheap chocolates in front of the girl who was looking at me, I took that and shared it among the children but what surprised me is, that girl is also showing her hands gesturing me to give chocolate to her.

Even though I understood what she meant, I raised my brows at her.

“What with that look, give me one too” she cooed with her honey like sweet voice which impressed me.

“Why should I?” I asked
“I will give you one too” she said.

I chucked internally and gave her one chocolate while keeping a plain look.
She smiled at me and gave me one of that expensive chocolate as I thank you-ed her.

“Why can't you smile?”
“Why should I?” I asked back.
“I'm the one who asked first, so you must answer me instead of asking me another question and you only know to ask‘why should I? ’ huh?” she said while pouting.

I chuckled and mouthed sorry for not smiling.
As I usually always spent a full day there, I did the same this time too but one change is she was also with me.

We talked for the whole day and I got to know several things about her.
Her name is Han Mi-ra.
She is studying fashion designing, she is 20 years old,from her university details, I understood she is really rich.
Her parents are working out of country and she's living alone in her own apartment.

And what's surprising is, at the end of the day we even exchanged numbers.

Within weeks we became friends,
then best friends  and eventually lovers.

How did she change that cold guy to a sweet boyfriend?

How blissful my life was after meeting her!
I thought about how I confessed,
How shy we were in the beginning,
How memorable our first kiss was,
The way I proposed her,
How we made love,
And lastly
How happy we were when we got to know that we are going to be parents.
All those moments was priceless!
Now it's memories,priceless memories.

Heyyyyyy
How are you guys doing?
Anyways I'm so good as my vacation classes are over, what a relief!
I can update and prepare some parts as I'm having a 10 days break, woohoo!
Oh, I forgot to ask, how was it?
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