I'LL BE YOURS

Part 11

TIME SKIPS,,NOW ITS BEEN 3 MONTHS SINCE YASHU IS DEAD,,LINYI KEPT HIMSELF AWAY FROM EVERYONE,,HE JUST DID HIS SHOOTINGS BUT WITHOUT ANY HOPE ,,HE IS JUST WORKING ,,AND HE IS JUST LIVING LIKE A BODY WITHOUT A SOUL,,,NOTHING IS GOOD HAPPENING WITH HIM,,CHAN STOPPED TALKING TO HIM FOR FIRST FEW WEEKS,,BUT NOW HE IS TOO WORRIED WITH LINYI ,,,LARA IS TAKING THIS CHANCE TO GET CLOSE TO LINYI,,BUT HE IS NOT RESPONDING TO HER PLANS,,HE BECAME MORE SILENT THAN EVER,,DAYS ARE GOING LIKE THIS,,,BUT LINYI IS IN CONTACT WITH YASHU'S FRIENDS,,,THEY GAVE HIM THEIR FORGIVENESS,,,BUT HE IS STILL GUILTY AND LOST ALL HOPE FOR HIS LIFE,,,

CHAN:LIN DID YOU EAT ANYTHING????

(LINYI DIDN'T ANSWER HIS QUESTION,,HE IS OUT OF SPACE NOW,,)

CHAN : LIN AM TALKING TO YOU

LINYI :SORRY I WAS THINKING SOMETHING,,WELL WHAT ARE YOU ASKING,,

CHAN : DID YOU EAT

LINYI : YEAH,,I WILL GO TO DO MY SCENES NOW

(AFTER COMPLETING HIS FILMING LINYI WENT TO HIS HOUSE,,AS SOON AS HE OPENED DOOR HE SAW A PHOTO OF YASHU SMILING,,,HIS HOUSE HIS FULLY OCCUPIED WITH YASHU'S PHOTOS,,,AS SOON AS HE SAW HER PICTURE .HE COLLAPSED AND STARTED CRYING)

LINYI : YASHU PLEASE COME BACK,,I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS,,I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU,,PLEASE TAKE ME WITH YOU

(HE STARTED CRYING MORE HARD ,,HE TOOK HER PHOTO FRAME IN HIS ARMS AND HELD IT TIGHT AND DRIFTED INTO SLEEP,,HE ALWAYS HAD DREAMS OF YASHU,,,SOMETIMES HE HAD NIGHTMARES,,,SOMETIMES HE STARTS CRYING IN HIS SLEEP,,,NEXT DAY MEI HUI WENT TO LINYI TO GIVE HIM YASHU'S BELONGINGS,,IN THAT HE SAW YASHU'S DAIRY AND STARTED READING IT)

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DEAR DAIRY ,

I SAW A MAN TODAY,,I THINK I HAVE A INVISIBLE BOND WITH HIM,,HE IS INJURED AND I COULDN'T TAKE IT,,SADDEST PART IS HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND,,WHEN SHE SAID SHE IS HIS GIRLFRIEND I FELT VERY SAD,,IT SEEMS LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD COLLAPSED THERE,,I WANT TO SEE HIM AT THE SAME TIME I DON'T WANT TO MEET HIM

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IT'S A SUNNY DAY,,BUT ITS COLD,,I HAD A LOAD OF WORK TODAY,,BUT THESE DAYS AM UNABLE TO FOCUS ON MY WORK,,AM JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM,,MEI HUI SAID THAT HE IS AN ACTOR,,WOULD I GET A CHANCE TO SEE HIM AGAIN☹☹

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TODAY I SAW HIM IN OUR COMPANY'S PARTY ,,,I FELT VERY HAPPY ,,,LARA WAS NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND,,,THIS MADE ME MORE HAPPY,,HE GAVE A WONDERFULL SURPRISE TODAY,,I TOLD HIM ABOUT MY PAST,,I KNOW HE LIKES ME,BUT AM NOT SURE ABOUT MY FEELINGS ,I DON'T WANT TO GIVE HIM FALSE HOPE,I DON'T WANT TO HURT HIM,,BUT AM I FALLING FOR HIM

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WE WENT OUT AGAIN TODAY,,THESE DAYS AM FEELING VERY HAPPY,,I KNOW ITS CAUSE OF LINYI ,,,HE IS MAKING ME MORE COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY,,I LOVE THE WAY HE HOLDS MY HAND,,I LOVE THE WAY HE PROTECTS ME,,I LOVE THE WAY HE COMFORTS ME,,AND I THINK I LOVE HIM

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TODAY LINYI ASKED ME TO ACCOMPANY HIM TO INDIA,,I KNOW I CANT DO THIS,,BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR HIM,,I CANT DENY HIM,,I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL IN INDIA

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TODAY LIN TOOK ME TO SHOPPING,,HE BOUGHT ME SO MANY JEWELLERY,,BUT I WANT HIM TO BUY ME MANGAL SUTRA,,I WANT TO LIVE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM,,I WANT TO WEAR MANGAL SUTRA BY HIS NAME,,I WANT TO CONFESS HIM MY FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM

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TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF OUR STAY IN INDIA,,HE TOLD ME TO WEAR DRESS HE BOUGHT FOR ME,,I THINK HE IS GOING TO CONFESS ME TODAY,,AM FEELING EXCITED AND ALSO HAPPY ,,AM WAITING FOR YOU MY LOVE,,PLEASE COME FAST I CANT WAIT ANYMORE

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WE ARE BACK TO CHINA,,HE CONFESSED HIS FEELINGS TO ME IN PLANE AND BUT AM STILL ANGRY ON HIM,,HOW COULD HE PRANK ME LIKE THAT,,WHEN I HEARD HE GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT I FELT LIKE MY HEART STOPPED BEATING AND MY BODY FELT LIFELESS,,BUT AM GLAD ITS JUST A PRANK,,LOVE YOU LIN

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AM REALLY HAPPY THESE DAYS,,HE IS MAKING ME FORGET ALL MY PAIN WITH HIS LOVE,,AM REALLY FEELING BLESSED TO HAVE HIM IN MY LIFE,,

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WE BOTH WENT TO PARTY AND SOMEONE TRIED TO FLIRT WITH ME,,I REALLY ENJOYED SEEING MY BABY JEALOUS,,BEFORE HE WOULD DO ANYTHING TO THAT MAN ,,I LEFT THAT PARTY WITH LIN AND I REALLY LAUGHED A LOT SEEING HIS FACE,,HE IS CUTE WHEN HE IS JEALOUS,,,,

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TODAY I CAME TO A BUSINESS TRIP ALL OF A SUDDEN,,WE MET CLIENTS AND I TRIED TO CALL LIN BUT MY PHONE IS DEAD,,HE TOO WENT OUT OF TOWN FOR SOME WORK,,AM MISSING HIM TOO BADLY,,I CANT SPEND EVEN AN HOUR WITHOUT TALKING TO HIM,,BUT NOW AM HELPLESS,,BABY I MISS YOU☹☹☹

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TODAY I WENT TO LIN BUT HE ACCUSED ME OF CHEATING HIM,,HOW COULD HE EVEN THINK LIKE THAT,,AM REALLY FEELING SAD FOR WHAT HE DID,,I TRIED TO EXPLAIN BUT HE IS NOT READY TO LISTEN TO ME,,LIN WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS,,DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU,,DON'T YOU KNOW I CANT DO SUCH FILTHY THINGS,,BUT I CANT ACT MAD AT YOU ,,CAUSE I KNOW YOU WONT DO THIS TO ME,,SOMETHING HAPPENED AND I WILL PROVE YOU WHATEVER YOU ARE THINKING IS WRONG,,I LOVE YOU AND I ONLY LOVE YOU ,,AM ONLY YOURS

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I WENT TO FILMING SPOT TO MEET LIN,,BUT WHAT HE DID TO ME TODAY,,I CANT FORGIVE HIM,,CANT HE JUST LISTEN TO ME ONCE,,,HE HAS NO TRUST ON ME,,IS IT ALL LIE,,I JUST WANT HIM TO HOLD ME AND COMFORT ME,,I JUST WANT TO LISTEN HIS WORDS,,I JUST WANT TO LISTEN"ITS OKAY AM HERE,,DON'T CRY"FROM HIM,,BUT I CANT BARE THIS,,THE PERSON I LOVE THE MOST,,BROKE MY HEART,,I WANT HIM,,I CANT IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM,,,BABY PLEASE COME AND HOLD ME,,I CANT HANDLE THIS MUCH PAIN,,I CANT GO AWAY FROM YOU,,I WANT TO BE WITH YOU,,I JUST WANT YOU NOTHING ELSE,,MY HEART IS HEAVY,,I FEEL LIKE AM CARRYING TONS OF WEIGHT IN MY HEART,,LIN PLEASE COME TO ME,,,,,,,TELL ME YOU DIDN'T DO THIS ON PURPOSE,,TELL ME ITS JUST A PRANK OR SOMETHING,,,I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE

READING HER DAIRY MADE LINYI REALIZE HOW MUCH SHE LOVED HIM,,,YES SHE DID MORE THAN ANYONE,,,SHE IMAGINED HER ENTIRE LIFE WITH HIM,,,BUT LINYI BROKE HER WITH HIS WORDS,,,HE IS NOW CRYING MORE HARD AND HARD HOLDING DAIRY IN HIS ARMS,,,NOT ONLY WEAPONS,,BUT HARSH WORDS FROM OUR LOVED ONES CAN KILL US TOO,,,,