I am not sleepy yet I scan through my laptop watching videos and finally going through my facebook account since I don't have anything to do with my life now.
I resigned on my old job. I just felt unhappy about it. It feels like I was just dragging myself to go to work each day which I finally given up. That place feels like a prison to me. The last time I check my bank account, it still has a respectable amount that could hold me for 3 months.
I came back to the message Im sorry.. now I have my time to check this guy out.
Ranchoddas Khan, the arrogant guy I chatted before.
I check his account and photos. I admit he is the most beautiful person I have seen. Face with confidence. Real black eyes, to die for pointed nose, and thin lips which is match by is rugged long hair. Damn that serious face. He was really arrogant but I was caught merely by my curiosity about his personality.
We used to chat nicely until he said this for disgusting words Can I fuck you?
I was really mad when he said those words. I scan my last chat on him.
I thought you were different from all those stupid guys. But I was wrong. Real damn stupid to ever think that you were nice. Stop chatting me. Be faithful to your girl. I sent it without hesitation 3 months ago
I'm sorry. he said 3 months ago
Until he sent it again a week ago.
I must admit I really miss this guy. Dang I thought he was a nice friend to me. But no harms done to me. I was overreacting maybe because I can't admit to myself that I was attracted to him but to my disappointment he's committed to somebody else.
After my broken relationship with Rocky, its hard for me to trust another person again. I was to damn busy that time to ever reconsider a conversation with him. I remember I put it out on Rancho. He listens to me as if I was really a close friend. I was disappointed when I saw a relationship status on his account before.
To my surprise I type It's forgotten now. I forgave you already Rancho. I sent it to him
20 minutes had passed. I was watching a video on Youtube when I hear a notification on my Facebook account.
Hi, its me Rancho. How are you? Rancho chatted
My heart did somersault. Im not sure if I am ready to talk to him again. I chose to ignore but I can't help it I chatted with him. I don't want to be rude either.
Hi Rancho. Im good. How about you? I chatted back
I'm good too. Thanks for forgiving me. I would love to be your friend again. He said
Me too Rancho. I said to him
What are you doing? he ask
Nothing much. I'm just surfing in the internet. I beamed
Me too. he said
Ohh am I disturbing you?
I asked stupidly out of words
Disturbing? What do you mean? he asked
I mean I was just thinking if you are chatting with your girlfriend. I said
Where did you get the idea that I have a girlfriend? he asked
It was in your account before. I answered
In my account? So you were checking my account. he said amazed
Ahm no. Of course not. I just saw it in news feed. I said defensively
Oh okay. By the way I'm really sorry on the way I behave before. He said to me
Ohh its not in my mind anymore. Leave it in the past. I said reassuring him
Its just that I like you that much that's why I said it. he said
My heart beats 50x faster
You like me? I asked
Yeah I do. He said confidently
Ohh thanks. I beamed back out of words
Your welcome. Do you like me? He asked suddenly
Yes . I typed it without thinking and I was ashamed
So can you be my girlfriend? He said without hesitation
I think for a while. I'm single. He is single. So why not.
Yeah sure. I answered
From now on I will be calling you honey. Would that be fine with you? He asked me
Yeah its sweet. I said
Then there it is I got my online boyfriend from being my enemy before. Until I fell in a quiet and peaceful sleep.
I have a foreign boyfriend with a wicked smile. I was just having in mind how lucky I am having him in my life.
