☆𝖇𝖔𝖗𝖓 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖎𝖊☆

•𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐧•

in the dark room,the only thing you can hear is a song and complains.
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping that the gates, they'll tell me that you're mine
Leo hear this lyrics and think of what he has done with the only boy that he love,but now it's all gone for a mistake.
the song is perfect for how he feels now,broken,alone,sad,angry and he hate himself for what he did.
he hate himself so much,when he stand up and go to the bathroom he felt his heartbeat speed up
he saw the cabinet above the sink,then he open it and took the blade,he was an self harm addicted but when he met Andre things totally changed,he start love himself,the only reason was him,but now he is gone and and no one is there to stop him.
when the mistake was made we can't go back,so after treated the injuries he went to the balcony for smoke a cigarette and he felt like a shit because he throw 1 year clean for a person that doesn't love him,who doesn't even want to hear what does he have to say.
he start feel the voices in his head say "your not enough for anybody" "kill yourself you're useless" "you really believed that he loved you?"
but he know that they'll never shut up.
after finished the cigarette he went inside and he lay down on the bed knowing that he wouldn't get up for days.

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hii I'm Min,thank you for read this story,I know that this chapter is a bit short,but this is my first story and English isn't my first language so if you see grammar errors tell me in the comments.
idk if someone will read this story,but I will update it anyway.
Idk what to say hahaha thank you.

-M