Weeping Willows story (my character)

Willow...

I was only 4 when I was able to start understanding the world around me wasn't exactly the best. It was then that I had to start understanding what the "religion" that the village knew and practiced, I didn't understand the reasoning for a God to be alive and to look down upon us. My mother always said that he looked down upon us with a warm smile and shining eyes, I thought of him to be the man that would look down upon us when we were suffering and were in need, but he just watched with that smile on his face. At the age of 6, everyone expected me to go to the local church and to act like a proper little girl, I wasn't going to simply do what they said because I never liked playing in the role of the little girl who behaved nicely. Oh no, not me. 

Willow: 6 years old

"c'mon dear were going to be late!" Mother's calling me I know I should go but it doesn't sit right with me, plus Mr. Fracture is almost done! I don't want to go anyways the guy at the church is really creepy. I heard footsteps knowing Mother is trying to get me away from the doll that I was making, it was supposed to be a friend for me to always have! She walked in and tried to get me to move but I fell limp in her arms. "Not now Willow, we've been over this, the priest is not creepy!" My mother had this conversation with me way too many times and yet I didn't feel safe around him, he always gave me a lustful look. I know I'm 6 but lately mother has been bringing other men over to the house and they always give her looks because according to them she is the most beautiful woman that god has ever created. I must say I am not all that fond of this really because of the fact that I don't like what I have to hear from people saying that I'm going to be the next mother. As I was forced to be dressed in the formal attire, one of the servants that worked at the house that was supposed to go to church with us, was calling from downstairs saying that we were going to be late and if we were, that meant I would be able to go into the woods that surround the whooole village. There in the woods, I can talk to the friends that hide within my shadow, we walked towards the church since we live close to it, apparently we weren't late to the best of my efforts to stray away from the place. When we got inside that same priest looked at me with that same hungry look. "well I see you had some trouble what was it this time?" he spoke while looking down at me he knew that I didn't like him but thanks to his high reputation and status no one believed me other than the girls who had spent the night at the priests house due to misbehavior. As I got to my seat the priest was still looking at me, for the creep he is I don't know why the other girls haven't reported him yet. 

Time skip~

After the session we left the church and I was free to get the hell out of there. I headed for the northern part of the woods where everyone dreaded to go in the middle of the winter. All of the parts of the forest South, West, East and North each represented a Wind or a season since there has always been 4 of each. The West corner of the forest is the forbidden one for now since its Spring. When I got inside of the forest which was free of people because of how superstitous they are of it. I then called out my friends, each of them came out of my shadow and stretched since they said it was extremely uncomfortable to be in such a place. Alex had a pale blonde it looked white (nearly) he had dark green eyes, pale skin, and he wore a blue t-shirt and black jeans with red sneakers. Drake had red eyes, he had a mark under his lip, pale skin, he had black hair and had a purple shirt with a black jacket over it and black jeans and shoes. lastly, the only girl in the group was Lily, she had a pale skin, blazing green eyes, black everything. I've had these friends ever since I could remember. 

My mother would always find me in the woods and would call out my name and sometimes that would get desperate if she wasn't able to find me. While I was talking with the others I heard her voice calling out throughout the forest she sounded excited? I appeared just a few feet away in the bushes and then once I stepped out into the light she grabbed me and started talking with a big smile. "I'm going to get married to the man that you have seen before!" she had cried happily. I thought with disgust I have supported her but the man she is going to marry I dislike with all of my little heart, like the priest he looks at me with that longing gaze that I hate to see. Apparently they were to be married in the summer, by the big lake we have in the western corner of the woods. I knew I should be happy but I'm not I don't like the man and in my eyes he's only using her and me as a way to brag about how beautiful we are. As I went to bed Mother told me it was time for me to sleep, but the problem is that I can't exactly sleep... As she walked out of the room I rolled right over the bed. I let my friends out so then they could play in the night while I would go on and finish Mr. Fracture. Mr. Fracture was nearly done but thanks to the morning prayer that we had to do this morning it stopped me from completing my new friend which I promised I would get done by today! So far he had purple and black ears, an orange belly orange and black feet and purple and red hands all I needed to do now was finish with the eyes that I had been making soooooo much effort for in making. When I had put the last of the eyes I looked at the finished toy and I whispered for it to come to me. It slowly began to stir and then when it started to actually blink the button eyes that I had so carefully sewed onto the eyes. Then the small toy started to move and started to look around of the small attic room that was given to me. I mumbled a hello to the little toy while it looked around some more and then it looked straight into my eyes and it seemed to tilt its head at me. "welcome to the attic that I call my room I have created you for only the reason that you may live to be one of my closet friends, Mr. Fracture" The small rabbit toy looked up at me and with his little stitched smile he smiled wider than I had stitched it. I know I wasn't supposed to do this but, what else was I supposed to do just wait for the dawn, I can't sleep so it means that I won't really be tired in the morning it just means I don't get to expiernce dreams like others do. Tomorrow, Mother will be married and I didn't want to be there at all it didn't feel right at all. For some reason though I have been having these strange occurances with a person.... he wears a black mask and only wears a black skirt he tells me his name to be Kanect (is to be made up if a real thing doesn't mean to be offensive in any way) he tells me that I am someone of special power that will someday know who my real parents are but in due time sooner than meeting these people I will meet my death. I don't know when but I have a feeling this wedding might be that time.

Ok so this is not meant to be offensive to anyone and i hoped you liked this first bit will make next part soon.