Sunshine | Sunki |

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The group made it home. The broadcast was nothing new and fairly easy to breeze through. Content sighs escaped their lips when finally being home once again. Although they weren't out long, it was still refreshing that they didn't have to be up all hours of the night practicing or rehearsing to the point of exhaustion.

Sunoo was fully expecting Ni-ki to just take the shower all to himself instead of doing their usual rock-paper-scissors. But instead, the maknae just went to his room. The older furrowed his eyebrows together but shrugged it off and used this to his advantage. He grabbed all his belongings and took a shower. It was relaxing and he could organize his jumbled thoughts.

But all the other members just did their separate things, as per usual, on their evening off. But time quickly passed. By now, Sunoo had gotten out of the shower and everyone else had their turn. They group ate dinner as well, Jay cooked another one of his delicious meals. The blonde couldn't help but snicker seeing Jungwon too close to the American while helping in the kitchen. It was funny, really, that they were constantly denying their feelings. But even if love is so painfully obvious, the one experiencing it will be absolutely oblivious

This including Sunoo.

After dinner they went back what they were doing before. But Sunoo called their leader to the balcony.

"Anything you wanna tell me, hmm?" Sunoo was clearly teasing the younger. Jungwon was confused at first and needed a couple seconds to understand what was being referred to. But realization hit and his breath hitched, shooting Sunoo an accusing glare, "Thats not anything!"

"Whats not anything?" Sunoo smirked and paused, "How did you know what I was talking about?"

The brunette visbily panicked and his mouth hung open. "I-I-" Jungwon just stood there flustered and looked down to avoid his hyungs gaze. "...don't. I dont." He tried to cover up but it was already too late.

"Won...you know you can talk to me about this kind of stuff, right? You're my bestie." This calmed the rising tension in the other but he still wasn't ready for confrontation. "I know...but as a leader this is tough for me." A sigh escaped his lips and tears arose to those sparkling doe eyes.

"I have all evening, please don't bottle this in." Sunoo's voice was soft and gentle, you can tell he really cares. The balcony was like a safe place for Enhypen. The view was pretty and the breeze was refreshing this time of year. So the two males took a seat to talks things out.

Jungwon took a deep breaths to collect his thoughts before speaking. "As the leader I should know better than to fall for someone in our group. At first I was uncertain and tried to ignore Jay but that didn't end well. The more I was away from him, the more I came to terms and realized what my heart wanted. I need to stop being so selfish. I know he likes me too, it's painfully obvious. But...I get close to him anyways. More than friends should, just to satisfy my desire. Its wrong and we can't risk getting caught or our career is at stake; which is why I have to be content with keeping my feelings at bay to not jeopardize anything."

Sunoo frowned at his friends explanation. Unfortunately he was right. "Won, I understand what you mean completely. But have ever thought about you for once? Its perfectly okay to be selfish. If you're unhappy then its not worth it to suppress your feelings. Plus it won't hard to keep a secret relationship like you think it is. If all the members know then we'll defend you. Trust me, I think you're overthinking. Just go for it!!"

Jungwon shook his head, "Sunoo I appreciate your optimism but just...I dont know."

The older bounced on his feet and put both his arms on the brunette's broad shoulders. "Just think about it." He leaned down and pecked Jungwon's forehead with a giggle. "Yah!" But the leader couldn't help but let out a suppressed giggle too. And so this turned into chasing each other around the dorm in a tickle fight. Sunghoon and Jay watched as their maknaes tackled the other and bursted out in fits of laughter.

"Ah hyung save me!!" Jungwon pleaded while squirming around on the floor gasping for air. "No you're on your own." Jay just eyed the two in amusement. His refusal to help Jungwon caused the younger to begin sulking amongst the chaos. "Kim Sunoo." Jungwon flipped the tables and used his taekwondo training to pin the blonde. His turn to make Sunoo laugh uncontrollably.

The other members heard all the commotion and came to see whats going on. "Y-yah! S-stop!" Sunoo screached and tried to use any remaining strength to to push off the one on top. "Never!" Jungwon teased and continued the tickling.

Jay was eyeing their leader. Damn was he hot doing all of that. Jay sometimes fantasized about having a relationship with the other, I mean who doesn't? Its bound to happen eventually when you have a crush. But he can never figure Jungwon out. Would he be a top or bottom? Jay assumed bottom since he himself could never bottom, or so he thinks.

Interrupting his thoughts was Heesungs sudden proposal. "Lets all play truth or dare!"