It's been two days since Rafe and Liv slept together, and it was awkward. But it was just awkward for her, cause Rafe is ashamed of nothing.
Every time she sees him at the Cameron's house, her cheeks get red and she remembers that night.
If they would have talked after sleeping together, and would've made up a date or something, it wouldn't be awkward.But they just slept together. Nothing more. Did Rafe just use me? She asks herself, while sitting on Sarah's couch in her room. But she has to admit it was the best sex she ever had. She wants to feel him inside her again, his lips on hers, and his hands roaming her body.
But why is he being so distant? She asks herself. He doesn't even look at her anymore, or talks to her. Like she's invisible for him, even though he was the one who went into her room and wanted to fuck her so bad.
He was so cold to everyone but her, and now he's cold to her as well. And it hurts. She thrusted him with her whole body, and now, he doesn't want anything to do with her anymore?
"Hey Liv" Sarah says, waking her up from her thoughts.
"I'm gonna go to the pogues real quick, wanna come with me?" She asks.
Liv wants to say yes, but she wants to confront Rafe. He can't just ignore her after what happened between them.
"No I'm alright, I'll just wait for you here" she smiles.
"Okay, bye, see ya!" Sarah says, and goes out of the room.
After she left, Liv walks to Rafe's room, and walks in, closing the door behind her.
"Yo, no knocking?" Rafe looks at her with furrowed eyebrows, putting his boxers on, since he was changing after showering.
"Nothing I haven't seen before" she shrugs, folding her arms over her chest.
"What do you want?" Rafe asks coldly, putting shorts and a shirt on.
"I want to know why you're ignoring me" she says in a mad tone.
"I'm busy" he says, making her scoff.
"You're not"
"I am!"
"Look, even if you'd be busy, you could've told me, or talked to me, or even looked at me" she throws her arms into the air.
"Don't give me this boyfriend bullshit" he mumbles.
"Excuse me? Who was the one who told me he likes me first, and went to my room to fuck me?" She shouts.
"I don't have time for this" he shakes his head.
"Or do you just don't want to do this conversation, because you used me for sex!" She yells.
"No. I didn't use you" his eyes get darker.
"So why did you tell me all this stuff, and slept with me? Why?" She asks frustrated.
"Olivia, just leave" he points at the door.
"No I'm not going to leave, I want you to talk to me" she says, her hands caressing his cheeks.
"Leave" he says, pushing her hands away.
"No, I'm not leaving!" She cries.
"Leave me the fuck alone!" He says a little bit louder, pushing her to the wall, which makes her fall onto the floor.
"I didn't ever need anyone, and now, I don't need anyone too" he walks closer to her as she stands up, reaching for the door handle.
"You see? I make a mistake and you leave, just like everyone else" he grabs her arm, making her look at him.
"So I don't need you. I don't need someone who leaves me" Rafe says, his hands wrapping around her neck.
"I'll leave you first" he chokes her hardly, making her hold onto his wrist.
"Stop, Rafe, I-It's me, Liv...tiny?" She manages to get out from her burning throat as her face gets red.
"Rafe you're hurting me, I can't breathe" she mutters, her face turning almost blue because of the lack of oxygen.
"Rafe, you're gonna kill me" she closes her eyes, her legs get weak.
"I don't want this" he cries, letting go of her neck, and holding her before she could fall to the floor.
She starts to cough, breathing heavily and fast. She tries to catch her breath as she feels her throat burning.
"I'm sorry" he whispers, holding her while sitting on the floor.
"Are you gonna leave now?" He asks.
"You choked me, Rafe" she looks at him sadly.
"I know. And I'm so sorry" he says.
"I'm not going to leave you. Just tell me why you acted like this towards me" she says.
"My dad. He doesn't believe in me. He's always on Sarah's side and says I'm useless" he looks down.
"Come here" she hugs him tightly.
"Sometimes he hits me" he cries.
"You're safe, you're okay" she whispers, caressing his neck while his hands are on her lower back.
"And I'm sorry for letting out my anger on you" he cries.
"I'm okay" she whispers.
"You didn't deserve this. I'm just not used to love. And attention" he says.
"It's okay Rafe, I promise" she says, pulling away.
"Thank you" he kisses her lips.
To be continued....
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