Thinking out loud

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"I'm just a persistently miserable girl wait for happiness." Noelle thought as she laid on her hospital bed. She had an disease. Noelle was diagnose with dissociative disorder three years ago. She can damage someone one day, and completely forget it the next. That's just how her life was set up. Her mental illness got in the way of her everyday life, she was uncontrollable. Noelle stayed up that night and thought about her best friend, leyah. She thought about how she stayed with her in the hospital room and some times will sing to her on the bad days. "I'm the problem," Noelle told herself. "I'm holding her back from her entire future." She said over and over again until shortly her whisper grew louder and she was screaming. "I'm the problem! I'm the problem! I'm the problem!" Noelle woke up the next day still in the mental institution but strapped down...

Noelle's point of view
As I woke up that morning, Leyah was next to me texting and the straps we're gone . I had met leyah at the mental institution, which from there, we became best friends. I saw her turn her head and i immediately closed my eyes. "Get up, Noelle . I'm taking you somewhere." Leyah said while I started to open my eyes as if I've been sleeping. "I don't want to" I whined. "Plus your stupid "sneak out plans" never work, and I'm also sick and stuck here." Leyah being Leyah, stormed off and grunted. I thought she left, but a couple of minutes later there was a buzz at my door and Leyah walks in.
Leyah was the typical "bad girl" type and she liked it that way. She is the girl who never gave a shit what anyone said and did things her own way.

Leyah's point of view
"Noelle get your ass up and come with me. You have three seconds, go. 1,2,3." I said as I turned around to see Noelle still laying on her bed. "Fine." I said as I snatched the white and green blanket off of her and pulled her off the bed by her feet. "Okay, okay" Noelle said reaching the floor. "I'm coming."
Noelle sees me as some bad-ass chick, but I have a heart, I just don't show it. I care about Noelle and I love her to death, but I've been keeping something from her and I'll probably never tell.

Noelle's point of view
"Where are we going?" I whispered while hiding from the guards. "SSHH!" Leyah snapped back. I noticed something in her hand... It was a knife. Leyah aimed the knife towards something straight ahead.
"Leyah! What are you doing with tha-" my words where cut off by a high pitched scream. The knife, came so close to the woman. Before I got a good look at the scene, Leyah grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the exit.
"Are you crazy?" I yelled in anger. "You could have gotten me in so much trouble. I hate y-" I realized that my fists were balled and in the air. "Leyah, I'm so sorry. Please, please, please don't blame me." I said about to burst into tears due to the action I was about to do. "It's all good. Now let's go before the scream comes out here a catches us."

Leyah's point of view
It's about time Noelle had some real fun. "Can you tell me where we're going now?" Noelle said impatiently. "I'm taking you to the one direction concert." I replied. I could see her smile from the side of my eyes.