i don't want to be seen
i want to seep through the floor
spring plants her seeds
i don't want to grow
i don't want to become
wilting beneath a scorching sun
i want to belong
in my own body
i want all that is unbeknownst to me
i want to wither away with the fall
i want silence
i'll be decomposing quietly
i want grace
i'll watch my leaves dissipate
- like water filling cracks, i want to fall into place
